Friday, September 02, 2005
title:{The another him....}
I'm confused!
Very confused!
Am i really falling for him?
Am i?
Sigh....
It's that incident on the bus that made us so close.
We became the best crappy partner.
Since that day onwards, we are always sending sms-es. (mind you, not i send 1st.)
When i come online, he will always come and pm me. (sometimes i feel like running away, but he always caught me before i blocked him.)
When i am down, he is always there to talk me through. His encouraging words are still in my mind now.
When i am crazy, he will crazy with me.
When i am sad, he is always making me SMILE with his stupid and lame jokes.
That day, he came and look for me after his English Oral which was at West Spring Sec.
But, haha, i was having chemistry mock until 5pm.
End up he waited till 4pm and went back to his school. (wahaha! i didn't switch my hp on too plus i didn't know it will be that LATE.)
There's lots more too.
Can't blog them all... i'm tired.
Hmm... he is still on his flight towards ShangHai now.
We were still agreeing on taking some photos on sunday. End up his mother told him that they are leaving on friday night.
That day, i was kind of sad. Because i couldn't take photos with my dear crappy partner.
But he told me that we can meet out somedays after my O's. :)
He asked me to go to his school next year. I turn down immediately. (Siao! Who wants to take GP?)
He asked me to go British Council next year with him. I scolded him. (whahaha. i hate GP so much. plus, i have no interest for A level.)
We have made a few pacts. Wonder will we fulfilled it.
He asked me what i want from ShangHai at msn today.
That time i wasn't in front of the laptop at all... My Dear Sister reply him.
End up my stupid sister went to tell him this: Get me whatever things that you think is nice.
Then he replied: ok. sure. remember to help me to get my cert.
Hmm. end up i went to sms him that i wasn't the one typing the message at all.
told him this : Ha, i wasn't the one typing the message. it was my sister. Rest assure that i will help you take. no need anything from there. thanks anyway. i will miss your stupid jokes. HAHA!!! :) Have fun.
He replied: ok. i will be back by sat. I WILL MISS YOU TOO!
Hmm, just now before he left Singapore, he sent me a message.
God, this is so stupid.
I can't be falling for him.
His my crappy partner.
But i am starting to miss him now.
How can this be????
I like the another him.
Argh... What the hell!
Why humans have feelings?
I want to be inhuman!
Then i will not have any feelings at all.
Jesus... Please let me concentrate on my studies now.
Let all this get out of my mind. Ahmen.
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