{SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.}

Saturday, February 21, 2009

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No one understands at all.
The fear i had. Is terrible.
Once is enough.
I don't want history to repeat again.
Yesh, it's 2.28am now.

I've been doing CMFI since 12am.
I want to sleep.
But i can't.
Like seriously, the moment i close my eye.
I had the fear of failing CMFI.
Yes, that's the finance module that i am super weak at.
Like what the hell.
I am seriously very tired that i really want to sleep.
I cry for the very first time.
Of coz, in my room where no one heard it.
I am worried.
Yes, the very first time.
The last 5 sems were alright. At least i know what the modules are at least talking about.
But this time round, No. I don't understand.
And i don't want to fail that module.
In fact, all modules.

I want to grad in time with the rest of my classmates.
I don't want to get left out again.
Fuck. once is enough.
I don't want twice.

Audit was a killer paper that i don't know how to do.
I spent 3 full days memorising every shit i can.
And i really did it. The first time in poly. i seriously memorise full 7 chapters without fail.
Even b.law and c.law i couldn't memorise that much.

no.
No one understands how i am feeling now.

I'm trying to call.
But no one is picking the phone up.
I need to talk.
Really need to let it out.

I really feel like taking alternative paper.

2:27 AM;

N {Me}

HuiQi
0606
Gemini
Pianist

N {Achievements/Goals}

Open online shop - Done on 2006
Clear Music Theory G4 - Done on Nov 2008
Diploma in Accountancy and Finance - Done on May 2009
Pursue Full Time Accounting and Finance in SIM-UOL - Done on June 2009
Driving license in class 3 - Done on Oct 2009
Clear Music Theory G5 - Done on Oct 2009
Sold the first 10000 Pieces of masks
Clear Music Theory G6
Clear Music Theory G7
Clear Music Theory G8
Be a certified Music Theory Teacher
Be an accountant
Earn my first $$$$
Get a car without the help of parents

N {Wish}

Pass all modules
White Grand Piano
Learn Cello ASAP
tac-designs to be in world list (dreaming...)
sprees-heaven business to grow bigger!
more $$$

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