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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

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I'M TIRED.
Daddy's mum pass away on sunday when i was happily going to meet my girls and tgy for mushroom hotpot lunch after school.
It was so sudden.
But i guess it was good that she moved on.
Not that i am bad.
But, it's better that she goes since she's already suffering like hell for about 3 years to 5 years time.
She's been laying on the bed for many many years.
Daddy couldn't come back due to no flights.
Didn't get to talk to daddy until today.
Can hear the voice change.
I don't have much impression of this grandma.

Only can remember she look after me and my sister for a few days when mummy and granny went back to malaysia due to my uncle's death.
That time i was playing with ice. And she played with me.

Then next it should be i bought mac set for her as a birthday celebration. That time primary school, i only manage to save a mac upsize set.

Then lastly, it's mummy was so sick to make dumpling for the dumpling festival. Thus, it was my turn to make and i delivered all the way to her house alone and we chatted. One in teochew, one in Hokkien.

Till then, i don't have much impression of her at all.
I was not her favourite grandchild too. It was my sister and my elder guy cousin.
I always wasn't willing to go to her house also.

Anyway, i am scare of funeral. The last funeral i attended was my great-grandmother from my mother side and that was like in year 1996.
I remember that time, sister was so far away from me that i need to tag along with my 2 guy cousin who is 1 year older than me.
In case you all don't know, chinese has this praying session that needs us to Q-up in a line according to your rank and age.
Wao biang. At that time my younger cousins were still not born yet. 100 plus of us. I am rank 90 plus. If my memory didn't fail me, i am the last 2 to 4 person walking behind.
Can you imagine how scary this is.
Damn.
I am really afraid of this praying session.
Yes, later there's praying session for my grandma.
I am scared that's why i am still not asleep yet.
Though i am going to stand like in the middle of the line due to my rank. I am still scare!
very very scare instead.
After every funeral praying session, i am unable to have peaceful sleep for many many years.
I am recovering from the last one (1996). That was one of the reason that i don't sleep a lot in the night.

Enough of that.
Now, talk about driving.

Wao biang, i think every lesson i will encounter accidents.

1st lesson was alright.

2nd lesson was not alright.
Firstly, i was driving so peacefully and there's this driver on test cut my lane without informing me. Mind you, it's in the circuit and i also have the right of way since i am driving on the straight line and infront of me there's car too. It was a sudden cut that results me to have sudden brake. Almost going to bang the car. Instructor was furious that he kept scolding the person and telling me that the person will get immediate fail because he didn't give way.

Then while i am trying to make my turn for bends, this car from the opposite direction make such a big wide turn to my area. Lucky i was fast to steer the steering wheel away from her.

3rd lesson which was today.
Everything was fine in cicruit. The moment i step out of the place.
Almost kena bang into bus 180. Stupid driver. I am already in 70km. (ok. a bit too fast. I change to the wrong gear. Change to 5 instead of 3.) The driver cut my lane! Sudden cut! I was driving and the bus suddenly cut in to my lane. Instructor was so furious that he keep horning the bus driver. Lucky i was able to siam the bus fast enough if not i think both of us in hospital already. Somemore the 180 bus is double not single. We were very very close to the bus. And when i pass by the driver later, my instructor use finger posture to scold him. LOL. This ah pek instructor i got was very cute today.

Then after the bus when i reach MRT place, this Stupid uncle cross the road during red light. This part, i now i must take note of this things that will definitely happen always. But this uncle claim that he is right by crossing the road during red man. My instructor horn at him and he turn around and scold us "KNN LA!" plus finger posture. -______-

Then when returning back to the school, it was a situation that i don't know how to handle at all. I know that timing, everyone is returning back to the school. Wao liew. I need to drive up to the slope. I haven't even learn slope yet. So nevermind i drive. When it was my turn, i drive up, suddenly the car in front of me stop out of a sudden. Wao liao. i'm halfway on the slope. I forget all my theory on how to handle slope. I totally step on my brake coz i scare i roll back and instructor got a shock and ask me why. My reaction to him was, "wao liao. shit la. how to handle?" "accelerate more." Bebind me the car kept horning at me. -_________- scary.

I think i am the worst among all my friends. None of them encounter so many things during first few lesson. I had so many incidents occuring.
-_______-
Think i am like having all my real life Simulator Lesson early.

Anyway, my steering wheel turning wasn't very good.
I guess i learnt all the wrong method from my youngest uncle. Since young, i tend to look at him when he drive us.
Wao biang, i'm going to scold him when he comes to my house or i go his house the next time. Still dares to tell me it's correct.
Argh.

ok.
3.30am
tme to sleep!

2:09 AM;

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