So pissed off.Why it's always like this.
I wonder very hard. It always happening and happening. Non-stop.
I really had enough that i needed to vent my anger out.
So, why do we need to plan when things always don't go as planned?
Waste time isn't it? The effort to plan and stuff.
The effort to make sure dates are empty and ok.
The looking forward feelings.
But end up, it's always a failure.
Like not long ago.
We planned for a badminton. Everyone was so enthu about it.
So i search for courts. But it was not available for booking. So i went to the other cc to book for court. But it was very unfortunate that the week we wanted were all not available for bookings.
Okie fine. Then we plan for a place instead. Everything was alright.
The day was fine. Sun was good to us. It didn't rain.
After Piano, i went home to prepare my things and to meet my friends.
But 5 to 10 mins before the intended time, received sms that, i cannot make it. I need to go XX. Then, fine, after that, i received another phone call telling me that, i only can play 15mins. XX was sick. Then another group inform say they are not coming.
Okie, i mean, can't they be bother to let me know earlier and not like super last min. What if the courts were booked. Isn't it like wasting money?
I really hate last minute stuff or any changes last minute since young.
Unless is really work based. I can take it. Coz of what i'm in, last min is super often. But last minute changes with friends. I can't take it.
Yeah, may would say i am petty. But, hello, it's been countless time. Give and take. I've done it. I've always got to smile and say, "nah, it's ok de." But this time round which is today. I really got no more tolerance. It has reached the limit.
Do you know that i tried to rush my things though i am so tired, then quickly settle down and stuff. Then run out of the house, then received sms say, "we are going to xx place instead." Super last min. FED UP, i went home straight and slam down my house phone with everyone in the house looking at me. Knowing what happen and how much i hate last min changes. Call me petty, call me nuts. I just don't like it.
Plans are to be followed.
If not it's not a plan.
Don't bother to plan if you are not going to follow.