The Shiniest Star In the Universe

2012-01-02T03:46:00.000+08:00

새해 북 많이 받으세요!
Happy new year!

2011

It's also 1 of the year that I experience so much things at one go.
I didn't make any resolution for year 2011. In fact i didn't bother to make any resolution because every year i only seem to clear 2 to 3. So from then on, my resolution for every year is good health! Good health is the most important issue.

So in 2011, I managed to...

- Set up Pushcart in school for the first time.
- Attending Korean Classes and having my Degree exam at the same time. (Hard time but it's over.)
- Jobless during vacations.
- Attending bazaars again after 2 years.
- Went to Korea alone for summer school under NUS.
- Travelled alone for the very first time to a foreign country.
- Embark into different places alone to have my alone time in the country that i love.
- Making a lot of friends from all over the world. (USA, Finland, Japan, Korea, Spain, Netherlands, Hong Kong) We are still keeping in touch!
- Having a hard time converting back to Singapore life after returning because the moment I opened my eye I had to speak Korean to communicate with the locals. I forgot I was already on SQ back to Singapore and I spoke Korean to the air steward. And I forget I was already in Singapore again and I spoke Korean at the restaurant and the staff stare at me!
- School result was okay and school started.
- Focusing a lot on business.
- Started my travel blog.

In 2012.
I hope that i am able to save a lot more than what i do.
Pass all my exams.
Get a job that i really love.
Travel alone again because it's really nice and addictive!

I shall think of more before i continue again. =)

2011-07-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

Wah.

It's been more than a month since i last blogged about what's happening.
Period of June was quite fulfilling.

Stocks all came at the same time and super near to fleas date.
2 days before. Rushed for 2 night on packing and tagging the prices.

11th and 12th June was the day.
It was a charity flea at ILUMA by NTU.

Met YP at 9am at ILUMA. So with that, i left the house at around 815am with the help of BIL.

We didn't want to take any taxi because it was so so so expensive in the morning. So we decided to take a bus and each of us carried 1 bag. Of coz BIL help me with the bigger hello kitty bag. Both our fares add up to less than $4. Why not take bus instead?

Since we meet at 9am. We were the first to set up. It was so stuffy as ILUMA did not switch on the aircon!

However, we had a fun time setting everything. It was really nice to flea/bazaar with DEAR YP.
Serving customer together. Helping each other. Joking around. Playing around. Shopping around. LOL!

Well, we can't do that now as she had a stall at West Mall. Ahh, really miss those days. Hope she get her sister to look over west mall stall and she run bazaar with me occassionally!

Anyway, the 2 days of bazaar at ILUMA was fun. We had $6 sabah noodle on Day 1. And on Day 2 we had hawker food which only costs as $2.50 each. As we decided to go on budget like what we always do because cheaper food is always nicer. =) End up, the hawker food was so much nicer like always!!!!

Had KOI milk tea on Day 2. SWEET TO THE MAX even though it was 0% sugar. Interesting right? And the throat felt worst after that.
My 2nd time on KOI and i won't be back again.
We bought KOI because we were in need of small change.

For the 1st night, i had steamboat for dinner as my 2 lovelies came over to bugis.
While the 2nd night, i went home with YP by MRT and it was a very fast ride home. Dinner at home. =)

Overall, I really enjoy doing bazaar. =)

2011-06-05T19:19:00.002+08:00

After exam...

I'm getting so bored at home. =(
I'm getting crazy!

Like seriously, why does those jobs want me to work until sep? =(
I thought i have stated so clearly on my resume. =(

So since it's already june, i've given up already.
It's staying home, doing my things, clearing my room and stuff.
I should be happy that i don't need to wake up early for a job, but i'm kind of sad, stucking at home.

Wasting resources. Getting bored. Getting so sad. Getting so down.

I'm really counting down to the start of july...

2011-05-16T00:55:00.001+08:00

3 weeks ago, it marks the end of my another journey on korean language.

Looking back, it's been 1 year since i study the very beautiful language.

From someone who can only speak a full short sentence through self learning since young (Eh, i consider myself young when i was in sec school. haha), to someone who can watch her k drama (well, not full), speak with full sentence, understanding what others are talking about (sometimes.) and expressing myself. Okay, i'm still learning so i'm not that good still, but as compared to last time, i feel much better.

Many were asking me, "So why the language?"

I wanted to be different from others. Everyone is taking up japanese, and i am not very interested in the language. I can say that my interests for japanese is still not strong, though i really really love their things. Things like the country, the culture, the food, the shops, the people, and etc. I try picking up Japanese as my third language by using my sister textbook. But it failed so terribly. I got a chance to study japanese for free when i'm in poly. Well, i think the school fees already counted in though. I didn't choose japanese in the end because i think i am unable to score well. Didn't want to pull down my GPA that time. But most of my classmate took japanese and i had some fun time joining them learning for free. haha!

However, if you want me to speak japanese now, i can still say a few full sentence. haha. Just a few!
私は大学で勉強しています.

So since when exactly did the K wave hit singapore?

I think it hit singapore first with the very hit drama, Autumn Tale.
During that time, it was a HIT. So it should be year 2001.

But it wasn't this show that hitted me with the K wave. I actually watched some even earlier show back.

Then eventually, a lot of korean show pop out onto the singapore tv screen.

Star in My Heart (1997) Ha! Many people confirm won't know about this show. But hey! I watched before. and Man, i really find it NICE. Ahn Jae wook was really young and not bad looking back then. haha!
Goodbye My Love (1999)
Mothers and Sisters (2000) This 1 i think not many people know also. haha. It was 50 ep!
All about Eve (2000)
Truth (2000) Ryoo Si won was also not bad looking back then.
Four Sisters (2001)
Hotelier (2001)
Beautiful Days (2001)
Winter sonata (2002)
Loving You (2002)
My Fair Lady (2003)
All in (2003)
Summer Scent (2003)
Dae Jang Geum (2003) I watched. Everybody watched. But it was a shocking scene that my parents chase after it more than me!
Lovers in Paris (2004)
Stairway to Heaven (2004)
Sweet 18 (2004)
Full house (2004)
Love Story in Harvard (2004)
Lovers in Prague (2005)
My Name is Kim Sam Soon (2005)
My Girl (2006)
Which Star Are You From? (2006)
Spring Waltz (2006)
Princess Hours (2006)
Que Sera, Sera (2007)
Star’s Lover (2008)
Shining Inheritance (2009)

Okay.
These are all i can remember from the past. I will do an update after exam then. Hopefully.

I think my list is really scary if i type out all of them. But those earlier days, i actually watched with my grandma and sister. So not much sin. haha!

Hoping to watch back the earlier shows like Truth, Star in My Heart, All about Eve in korean 1 day. I hope i can still search them back. Back then, all the korean show were in chinese. I mean, all their voices sound the same every show. I think the same person did the voice for them over and over again.

Anyway, my next level my korean started last week and it was getting so difficult.

Seriously, i think korean are totally... Very weird.
For example, When i say, "Can you pass me that book?" I think we only have like formal and informal.

Korean have, Very Formal. Formal. Semi-Formal. Informal. Rude.
So many types.

Even for numbers. There are 2 types.
One for telephone, room number, floor, how much is it.
One for no. of items.

Totally, WAH!
And both types of the number, don't sound the same at all.

Interesting?
I really think so.

And lastly, seoul.
Suppose to go seoul when i was 14. But what i can recalled was, our new passport was not ready yet and School reopened. So sadly till now, i have not yet stepped into the country. People like my daddy, sister and brother in law had all already stepped into the country and came back. It's really nice to hear them talk about their experience. And i believe mine will be a different one if i am to go there 1 day.

So now, i hope my dream of stepping into the country come true.
Since i miss out last year's. I cannot miss out this year again.
I will go crazy if i miss out this year again.

Had confirmation from the school. But i have not yet received any letter. -_____-

Anyway, i decided to be more daring and go search for my own dorm/hostel.
I don't like the idea of checking in 1 day before school starts and check out once school ends.
And i seriously think the school's price doesn't justify itself.
So....
I opt others in my form option and went searching for my own living places.
The korean have many options. Dorm, Hostel, Goshiwon, One-room-tel, guesthouse, boarding house.

After searching, i decided to look for a Goshiwon. This is the more preferred places. I mean, a lot of exchange students or foreign choose this. So i decided to give it a try.

It's a small room, with window, with toilet, fridge, etc. Bascially, all the basic things you must have in your room. Oh. Free WIFI 24/7! The kitchen is shared with others in the same level.

There are a lot of Goshiwon in the school's area. Big room. Small room. Standard room.
I wanted somewhere near the subway and a newer ones. So i found 1 which is just a 1 min walk away from the subway. But it's 15 mins walk to the school.
I guess it's alright. I will treat it as a morning exercise then.
After searching for this Goshiwon, i realise the address are very similiar to the school outside dorm. And to my surprise, i've choose 1 that's just beside the school's dorm.
Very interesting.

Exchange some email with the manager. Paid and settled.

On the list
- My Pink Electronic Dictionary. My book dictionary is spoiling soon... Oh my.
- My laptop.
- Air ticket. SIA or Asiana? Hmm...

That's all.

My exam are in a mess. My ma i did wrongly. Oh my god.. KILL me. I don't want see james again. But i think i will get to see him again.
My ME. PLEASE. i write my candidate number correctly please. I am not so blur till i write wrongly can. =( Plkus i wrote it very early. The moment i go in....

2011-04-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

불러본다 by luna and krystal

나를 깨우는 외로움에
지쳐버린 잠에서 깨면
여전히 웃는 그대가 생각나서
나도 몰래 미소 짓는데
이렇게 또 사랑은 가고
아름다운 계절이 오면
니가 남긴 슬픔에 그리움에
나는 또 이 거릴 걷는다
하루 또 하루 나 살아가다가
그대 이름에 또 눈물이 나면
나 참을 수 없어
이렇게 웃을 수 없어
또 그대 이름 불러 본다
가슴에 남은 상처도 이젠
그대 일은 잊으라는데
내 입술을 깨물고 참아봐도
내 사람 너 하나 뿐인걸
하루 또 하루 나 살아가다가
그대 이름에 또 눈물이 나면
나 참을 수 없어
이렇게 웃을 수 없어
또 그대 이름 불러 본다
아무렇지 않게 살아가다가
사랑이 또 그리울 때면
그대가 남긴 아픔에
나도 모르게 눈물 흘리네
하루 또 하루 나 살아가다가
그대 이름에 또 눈물이 나면
나 참을 수 없어
이렇게 웃을 수 없어
또 그대 이름 불러본다

2011-03-21T22:26:00.001+08:00

Dream High - Dreaming

저 멀리 희미해지는
나의 꿈을 바라보며 멍하니 서 있었죠
더 이상 남은 게 없어
모두 포기할까 했었지만 다시 일어나요
한 걸음 한 걸음 오늘도 조심스럽게 내 디뎌요
가슴 가득히 두려움과 설레임을 안은 채
비틀거리고 흔들려도 난 또 한 걸음 내디뎌요
언젠가 만날 내 꿈을 향해
이대로 끝내는 건 아닐지
두려움이 날 자꾸만 망설이게 하지만
가슴 속 깊은 곳에서
멈추지 않은 울림이 날 앞으로 이끌죠
한 걸음 한 걸음 오늘도 조심스럽게 내 디뎌요
가슴 가득히 두려움과 설레임을 안은 채
비틀거리고 흔들려도 난 또 한 걸음을 내디뎌요
언젠가 만날 내 꿈을 향해
한 걸음 한 걸음 오늘도 조심스럽게 내디뎌요
가슴 가득히 두려움과 설레임을 안은 채
비틀거리고 흔들려도 난 또 한 걸음을 내디뎌요
언젠가 만날 내 꿈을 향해
언젠가 만날 내 꿈을 향해

This is really a very nice song. Nice lyrics too.

Dream High - Dream High

I dream high 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을 감고

꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순간을 계속 떠올리며 일어나죠

두려움의 끝에서 난 오늘도 흔들리죠

떨어질까 봐 날아오르지 못 하 어린 새처럼

자꾸 내가 할 수 있나 내 꿈이 이뤄질까

내 딛는 걸음 한 걸음 걸음이 다시 두려워질 때마다

I dream high 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을 감고

꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순간을 계속 떠올리며 일어나죠

I can fly high 나는 믿어요 언젠가는 저 하위로

날개를 펴고 누구보다도 자유롭게 높이 날아 오를 거에요

넘어진 날 일으켜 줄 용기가 필요하

먼지를 털고 다시 일어나 또 한 번 뛰어갈 용기가

다시 한 번 나를 믿고 나의 운명을 믿고

모든 걸 걸고 내 키보다 높은 벽을 뛰어 넘을거에요

I dream high 난 꿈을 꾸죠 힘들 때면 난 눈을 감고

꿈이 이뤄지는 그 순간을 계속 떠올리며 일어나죠

I can fly high 나는 믿어요 언젠가는 저 하위로

날개를 펴고 누구보다도 자유롭게 높이 날아 오를 거에요

Rap) dream high, a chance to fly high 아픔들은 이젠 모두 다 bye bye

This lyrics is also very nice too.

2011-02-20T00:39:00.002+08:00

So pissed off.

Why it's always like this.

I wonder very hard. It always happening and happening. Non-stop.

I really had enough that i needed to vent my anger out.

So, why do we need to plan when things always don't go as planned?

Waste time isn't it? The effort to plan and stuff.

The effort to make sure dates are empty and ok.

The looking forward feelings.

But end up, it's always a failure.

Like not long ago.

We planned for a badminton. Everyone was so enthu about it.

So i search for courts. But it was not available for booking. So i went to the other cc to book for court. But it was very unfortunate that the week we wanted were all not available for bookings.

Okie fine. Then we plan for a place instead. Everything was alright.

The day was fine. Sun was good to us. It didn't rain.

After Piano, i went home to prepare my things and to meet my friends.

But 5 to 10 mins before the intended time, received sms that, i cannot make it. I need to go XX. Then, fine, after that, i received another phone call telling me that, i only can play 15mins. XX was sick. Then another group inform say they are not coming.

Okie, i mean, can't they be bother to let me know earlier and not like super last min. What if the courts were booked. Isn't it like wasting money?

I really hate last minute stuff or any changes last minute since young.

Unless is really work based. I can take it. Coz of what i'm in, last min is super often. But last minute changes with friends. I can't take it.

Yeah, may would say i am petty. But, hello, it's been countless time. Give and take. I've done it. I've always got to smile and say, "nah, it's ok de." But this time round which is today. I really got no more tolerance. It has reached the limit.

Do you know that i tried to rush my things though i am so tired, then quickly settle down and stuff. Then run out of the house, then received sms say, "we are going to xx place instead." Super last min. FED UP, i went home straight and slam down my house phone with everyone in the house looking at me. Knowing what happen and how much i hate last min changes. Call me petty, call me nuts. I just don't like it.

Plans are to be followed.

If not it's not a plan.

Don't bother to plan if you are not going to follow.

2011-02-04T01:46:00.002+08:00

And so i can't sleep today.
Like seriously, i think my sleeping hours are pretty much screwed up.
I have been rushing orders for the past week. Sleeping at 4am.
And now, i am not rushing anything already, i can't sleep.
What a bad sign.

CNY is here.
Wishing all Happy Chinese New Year.

Ended my job officially on the 1st feb 2011. A total of 8 months with Pratt.
Memories there are pretty nice.
Nice people around me. =)
I really thanks all for the farewell lunch, gifts, photos and polariod.
I shall upload the photos on fb soon.

It's already feb now. Prelims are coming.
I'm going to die sooner or later.
Seriously, my audit and MA lecturer really knows me well now. They can remember my name by heart. -___-

And my korean class is starting this month too.
I've got to start revising for lesson before my teacher cream at me.
A happy note. A senior told me that the off campus dorm that i liked is actually near to the school that i am heading to. But the downside is that the price of the dorm is 2k for me.
I should really consider carefully this time.

Today, my CNY first day was pretty simple.
But it would be different on day 2 onwards. It's always like this. Mine's a different case.
Watched On Your Command, Sir on KBS World today. Super funny to the max!!!! The level of fun is the same as 2D1N.
I think my grandma and parents must be thinking i am crazy. Whenever i watch a korean variety show, i am always laughing so loud. The korean words that they used on them, super funny. Compareable to taiwanese variety show.

Feel like going to 2D1N BBQ again!
But it's weird that people mention that we can't make any resversation at all.
Like, huh?!? I did my resversation (but in korean) 1 week in advance and the owner was pretty nice.
So, why the sudden change?

2010-11-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

When i heard the news of N.korea bomb south korea island.
I was like... -__________-
Don't come disturb my beautiful 3 months + there please.
Stable Stable Stable.

Anyway, i need feedback on United airline business class.
I will be flying by united airline business class.
My first time in UA so i am pretty excited.
Though i heard bad things about UA economy, i hope it does not apply to their business class.
So flood me with more more info of UA!

I am parting with my fav Star Alliance. (Exclude silkair please!!!!! Don't like small plane.)
Ok, i fly with 1 euro airline before. The economy sucks like hell. But the economy plus was good. A big difference.
Tell me more about UA!

This time round, flying by UA coz sam getting it cheaper, 30kg allowances and it's towards japan then down to seoul. Interesting. Hope to drop by japan for a few days. =)

2010-11-18T19:22:00.003+08:00

I am having a hard time saving money.
I had saved my 10 weeks korea study trip. Like finally.
And now, i am saving for other expenses like Jeju, busan! -_______-
There's a lot of temptation around me and i am trying so hard to control myself.
HELP.

After working in Tuas, i used a lot of skincare! =( That's a big lump sum of money invested.
Initially, i only used facial wash and masks only. Because there's nothing much. And i don't find the need to spend that much on face only.

But after working there, i realise the air wasn't that good.
1) No shelter! Even with umbrella, it is still HOT and you will feel like melting immediately the moment you step out.
2) The shophouse, where all the machines are. I need to walk that area almost everyday. The air and smell is terrible. When i say terrible, it is very very terrible. Because i am someone who can control myself. But i definitely, can't control this smell. I try avoid walking that area but somehow, sometimes you just need to use that route. Unavoidable. But i am making improvements.
3) Another office is being polluted with carbon dioxide! Like seriously.... I spend 1/4 of my day there. The smell is unbearable!!!!!!!!!! But i realise that after a few weeks, i am immune to it already. I can't smell the bad smell at all. That's bad isn't it. But my eyes still irritates. Sharp pain everytime when i am inside.
4) My area's aircon spoils very frequently. -_________- When it spoils, it has that weird smell.

So, tell me how to don't use any skincare to prevent my skin from getting worst. =(
My face is bare at work now.
So now, i use the full set of laneige. (Facial wash, toner, essence, moisturiser, sunblock).
Cleansing express makeup remover to remove my sunblock.
Skinfood hand cream. I play the piano and i don't want my hand to age even more.
Etude house heel cream.
Face masks once a week.
Lip concealer.

I wonder how much is being spent here. I don't even dare to count. But i concluded that it's around $200. Okie, just $200.

I felt like i am doing a good job at controlling myself not to buy things nowadays. I hope this continues all the way. Please please please.

The breakdown.
Flight = Myself. Thanks to sam. =)
Tuition fees = Myself.
Dorm = Myself.
Food and transportation = myself.
Travelling = definitely myself.
Shopping = Myself for sure.

Please tell me i can survive controlling myself.

Off to do MA and Korean now.

2010-10-30T21:52:00.003+08:00

Life's interesting eversince school started.
Weekday is either morning work, afternoon school or work wholeday or school work day.

Weekends is filled with korean class. I got nice groupmates! 1 of them bought bread for us every class. See, so nice! So today i decided to buy milo packet for all at 7-11.
And my teacher likes me i think. =D haha. actually i am not so thick skin., say my teacher likes me. Is my groupmates. She forever come to my place and check on me. Talk to me. Make sure i
know everything. And, she loves bakery. No wonder, she took my bread.

How's work? Interesting at the beginning, boring now.
That's an accountant life i guess.
Of coz, i love it when my boss is not around.
Who don't?!?

Of coz. we have our own entertainment at work too. =)
Hahaha. Interesting workplace with interesting people around. I still miss those previous people in my office. =( Miss them lots. The nonsenses we had were undescribeable (i know there's no such word. pardon me coz i got limited vocab.) Though the current ones are not bad too. I still like the previous ones. They entertain me for 3 whole months when i am there.

2010-09-30T00:20:00.002+08:00

내 머리는 너무 나빠서

너 하나밖에 난 모르고

다른 사람을 보고 있는 넌

이런 내 마음도 모르겠지

너의 하루에 나란 없겠지

또 추억조차 없겠지만

너만 바라만 보고 있는 난

자꾸 눈물이 흐르고 있어

너의 뒷모습을 보는 것도 난 행복이야

아직 나의 마음을 몰라도

끝내 스치듯이 가도

니가 너무 보고 싶은 날엔

너무 견디기 힘든 날에는

너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아

혼자 다시 또 cry for you

혼자 다시 또 missing for you

Baby I love you I’m waiting for you

너의 하루에 난 없겠지

또 기억조차 없겠지만

너만 바라만 보고 있는 나

혼자 추억을 만들고 있어

내겐 사랑이란 아름다운 상처같아

너의 예쁜 미소를 보아도

함께 난 웃지도 못해

니가 너무 생각나는 날엔

가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는

니가 보고 싶다 입가에 맴돌아

혼자 다시 또 cry for you

혼자 다시 또 missing for you

Baby I love you I’m waiting for you

Bye bye never say goodbye

이렇게 잡지 못하지만

I need you 아무 말도 못해

I want you 바래도 다시 바래도

니가 너무 보고 싶은 날엔

너무 견디기 힘든 날에는

너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아

혼자 다시 또 crying for you

니가 너무 생각나는 날엔

가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는

니가 보고 싶다 입가에 맴돌아

혼자 다시 또 crying for you

혼자 다시 또 missing for you

Baby I love you I’m waiting for you

2010-09-24T22:40:00.001+08:00

And so...
After i pass the guys the farewell gift i had prepared for them.
After i had all different farewell lunch with different group of people. Ok, i still haven't had my farewell lunch with the usuals yet. Clever guys i must admit. I must knock them big time the next time!
After i had almost everything done.

HR told me... Contract extended! Part time job now.
=)

Not sure if i can cope well. But well. I shall try my best. haha.
I am quite tired though. To say the truth.

So i am going to have these.
Work School Piano Business Korean class.

Sunday will be my rest day then.

Finally i gotten my new specs.
Elizabeth Arden brand this time round. Mummy didn't complain about the price though. Heh heh. How lucky can i get. So judging by this sentence, the specs is fully sponsored. =)
Uncle foo is always so funny! Trying to cheat me everytime. Lucky my eyesight is still good enough to not get cheated.

So the korean exchange.
I still cannot believe i missed out the dateline this year. ARGH.

My OG friends who went, had so much fun and laughter. And they were telling me. How the hell can i forget the dateline when the e-mail is there.
So tell me, why did i miss out the dateline. =(
But so, though i miss out my korea exchange, i get to know a bunch of nice people. And i felt really blissful. MICA was nice. This current ones is nice too. Please let me get nice job and people all the way.

And so, the most important thing now is my mummy gave a 100% ok for my korea exchange next year! Yes, i have been pestering her. Coz i am suppose to go vietnam for attachment during my poly. But i miss the golden chance due to them. I got in for the interview and e-mail though. And this year, i miss my dateline for exchange which i am still so sad about it until now. Especially when i look at the photos my friends took. Sad to the max but i constantly remind myself that because i didn't go, i met a group of nice people around me. Which is true. I love them all for making my worklife so nice. Sometime in life. You lose something. You gain something.

So mummy gave a 100% okay and i'm really super happy about it.
I hope she don't spoilt my plan.

I will remember to sign up my application with the school also! That means. 2 type of exchange for me!

Sam and i had been planning for our exchange the other day due to free time.

I hope the school and our korean school don't ever clash together. Hopefully the period for school exchange is the same as this year. In this case, once we finished our exchange with the school, we can stay on with our korean language exchange. It will be a nice experience to mix with 2 different uni. And also my lodging will be 1 in school hostel. 1 out of school hostel. Interesting! 1 time i can try 2 type. I am more interested with my out of school hostel. Because the out of school hostel has a kitchen! A very nice kitchen. Provided what they show me is what i am getting. In that way, Sam and i can cook. But the sad point is, from the map they show me, it's going to be really far from our uni and we will need to take public transport. Lesson starts at 9am all the way to 4pm everyday. No wonder my sangsaenim is always telling us how the education system is like hell. My 9am to 4pm is just 1 module. -___- But another good thing about the out of school hostel is that, it's just beside or in fact it's at dongdaemen. A shopping heaven! Muahaha!

I am quite afraid i will overspend while i am there. Hopefully Sam is always there to stop me when i have the temptation. But seriously, i think when my temptation comes. NO ONE can stop me. hahaha!

So my sister say she will be coming over to visit me. haha. Nice 1. So i think for a week. I no need to pay anything myself? HAHA... i wish she could visit longer then. =)

Anyway, i hope everything goes smoothly again.

School had started this week.
So i have been rushing to work and school this week. Very tired.
I think i can hold on for 1 more month only. With the assignment pilling up. I suddenly feel stress. Audit and management accounting lecturer is really killing me. I think my MA lecturer will recognise me very fast. He even knew that i am in his class for the first time. Gosh!!!!!!!!!! Not a very good start.

After 1 month of rest. Korean class is starting again tomorrow. =)

2010-09-10T00:01:00.003+08:00

And so.
It's Sep now.
I've worked for 3 months exactly.
Time files.
Soon, i need to bid goodbye to them.
I hate bidding goodbye.
Goodbye is like 1 of the worst and sad word.
The friendship i've build. The laughter. The joke. The talks. The ECs. The events trip. The lunch dates. The driving out. The bus chasing. The crazy bus uncle. The guards. The canteen boss. And so many more.
I am sure going to miss them all.

August

2-Aug
Sister birthday.
Mummy bought a fruit cake.
BIL bought another fruit cake.
So together, we have 2 cake.
Fun birthday as gabriel trying very hard to touch the cake.

6-Aug was the WATOTO's concert.
It was a fantastic concert. The children, even though they have been hit by such a big things, they are still able to overcome it. I don't thing we can handle it. Must really salute them.
They are all so young. And they have to go through all these, really make me heart aches.
I promise myself that, the moment i start working, i shall sponsor a child.
It's only $45 a month, i can help them with their daily meals, clothes, school and shelter over their heads. So why not do our part? I don't have much abilities now so i must fulfilled it when i start working.
Seriously, after looking at them, i feel that i have been living in such a luxurious life. I know some spoilt brats are reading this, i don't care. Yeah. I am really living in luxury, just that my parents tend not to spoon feed us. So half of the time we are in luxury, half the time, we earn what we want. But still, compared to them, i am really enjoying my luxurious life.

7-Aug was airport day.
Daddy's flight was delayed for a day plus. We decided to bring Gabriel out. Took a cab down to airport and we went shopping. Seriously, sister was mad on that day for spending so much on accessories. -___-

I got my stuff too. My mini food collections, hair band, file. Free sweets!

Late lunch cum early dinner at airport was korean resturant. So-so. The previous time for korean food at Chinatown was better. Might be because the owner and cook is a real korean. So thus the difference. I love authentic korean food.

8-Aug was my lovely grandma birthday!
Yummy dinner and gathering.
Grandma took my uncle's car that day and i decided to follow. Super regret. He drove so slow that i almost went mad. I almost feel like telling him to get off the seat and i shall take over. SLOW till....
A nice meet up session!

16-Aug
Joined the rest of the engineers for badminton.
Team with Darius.
Whee.. Together we bashed our opponents with forces! =)
My shi fu indeed.
Played for 2 hours non-stop.
And we had dinner at botak jones.
We ended up chatting for so long and decided to rush home at 9pm.
The next day, everyone in my office was having the tiring face.
Nice experience but i missed out all the following ones due to allergy cough. DAMN.

23-Aug
Daddy birthday.
Nice cakes and duck!
Yum yum.

26-Aug
Decided to call in Botak Jones for lunch.
Reaspond was super good. I'm a good planner!
10am was the last call for lunch delivery.
I called at 9.58am and trying to nego with the person to send to my area at 12am!
Succesful nego because of our big orders.
Thanks guys! Yummy lunch at meeting area making the whole office full of botak smell. LOL.
I can still feel the botak smell when we were having meeting in the afternoon. =X

27-Aug
Dim sum date with the engineers.
It all pops out between lester, darius and i. The 3 hungry us, the only 3 of us in office at that time, the only 3 that cannot work well without breakfast on that day at 7am talking about food for lunch. LOL.
We went for Dim sum. My 4th Dim sum date at the same table for the 4th time! Yes, i'm going for my 5th Dim Sum date next week!
Dim sum was nice with Jon Lee telling the person, "everything 4!" Yummy and fullfilling!

28-Aug
Gabriel 1st birthday!
I made a super late invitation due to work.
Thanks to the girls for attending. I know they enjoyed themselves with Gabriel very much.
Nice gathering with relatives back at home too.

4-Sept
Liting's 21st birthday!
Bottle tree park.
Enjoying ourselves.
I will never forget how FP and i ran for our life in the dark forest.

7-Sept
ECR day.
Totally pissed with SIM.
Appeal and still waiting for it to be approved.
I don't wish to miss my korean class. I need that cert to go for my korea exchange!!!!!

9-Sept
End work at 5pm.
Went over to another office and crap with Yvonne!
Yvonne drove SZ and i home, and we had an accident with the lorry at KJE exit. Damn it.
Car dented! -________-
Poor car. Time to Change a new car yvonne!!!

Next few days.
I will be busy with my farewell gifts.
Please imagine writing to 80 people.
My first time having to deal with so many people at work.
If only their workdesk have magnetic board, it would be so much easier!!!!
I'm still having a hard time with farewell gift.

Next post i should be talking more on my korea exchange that might be 50% coming true now. =)

2010-07-17T21:17:00.010+08:00

And so i am back with another post.

Watched the final with BIL the other day. haha.
Both of us were like goal goal goal... aiya!!!!!!!!!!! wao liao!!!!! a lot of things.
It was quite an exciting match for us. If you have watched, you will get what i meant.

And going to office with a very super tired face. The whole day was so tiring for me. I am really afraid that i will key in the wrong amount.
Or verifying the wrong staff claim payment!
And! I cannot believe that those guys were earlier than me!!!!!!!!! unbelieveable.

Working is really tiring.
But i love the environment and the work that i am doing.

You know SAP is really challenging because i only studied DACeasy before.
And reports are even more challenging.
The reports that i am doing will be seen by every single 1 in the office. Super challenging but i manage to do it within the time frame given except last week where there was a major change. I almost felt like killing people!

There's a lot of one man show in my job scope.
I have to do my reports. I have to handle everyone's claim (which i seriously don't know why there's so many claim every month. almost everyone is claiming something. lol. i also want to claim money! haha!) I have to do payroll. I have to update the project budget report. I have to keep track on the payment. I have to see the purchase order is it closed. I have to chase after people to do something.And many many more that i think i have forgotten unless i flip through my notes. Basically, I have to do a lot of things by myself.
So i am really happy with it coz it's a rare chance, but at the same time i feel tired and sian. HAHA. Human are hard to please.
When you have things to do you grumble. When you have nothing to do, you grumble too. LOL.
I think it's really human nature!

1 thing i know for sure is that i hate john for counting down everyday when he looks at me. LOL! John! Stop counting down! HAHAHA!
Seriously, when he is gone, i will die very soon because he's my marker for my bus back home coz i'm usually the last few to dash for the bus! My next target will be JA when august starts.

Ah... pictures finally.

And so this is the picture from Ah Yat! Friday's lunch.
Yummy dim sum. And i was the one that e-mail everyone. LOL. Because nobody want to ask.
-_____- and so i decided to do the job and make it a quick 1.
My accountant drove us. HK drove the rest.

And this is us.
I said, let's take a photo and everyone just sit down nicely. haha. Nice 1.

This time round only 10 of us. Finance, Hr, Admin, and different departments of engineers.
And it's really filling because we decided to order a lot. More than the first time we went.
JL initially wanted to pack back coz he thinks we cannot finish. But we end up finishing every single item.

The night gathering with the gamers after OT-ing in office.

Yeah. That's the dinner that Lao da bought us and treat us! At paragon.
Thai food.
Yummy. Price also very "nice".

And dinner with darling last night.

Korean BBQ. Yummy yummy.

The ginseng chicken soup is really yummy. And the pancake too!
Yummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And lastly....

Yeah.
The shopping starts.
The picture make the box looks so small. But in actual fact, it was really big.

What's inside?

All kinds of korea brands!
Part of it only. Table too small.

And the rest are clothes, shoes, decorative items.

And so on wednesday i decided to go service my hp.
Yes yes, this is the 3rd time i went. I seriously don't know where went wrong! It's only 6 months old!
Maybe this last set that i bought was faulty as said by buddy yeo.

After servicing, i decided to check out skinfood since everyone said that it is nice.
Even my sister say it's nice. -_____-
So after spending half an hour inside....

I got myself a nail scrub, lip gloss, nail polish and hand cream.
The SA gave me some samples to try too. Which i have given them to my sister.

So yesterday i went laneige to help fp get her stuff.
Bought like 4 items since there's 10% off for isetan member.
2 for me. 1 for fp. and 1 for mummy.

Think i am very easy to cheat on.
Guess why...

The SA gave me so many samples!
i think she thinks that after giving me the samples, i will go back to buy them.
But actually, all the samples will be given out to mum, sister and friends.
LOL.

These are the only items that i used from laneige.

But seriously.
1 week i only used once? If i got the time though.
Except for the cleanser.
Hahaha.... still not very into skincare yet.
The lip gloss is the latest product from laneige. I think it's really sweet. Just the colour that i like. But it's $30 each. I still don't understand why i did i purchase.

Bags and clothes arrived.
Sending out many orders on monday! =)
I hope to clear everything by Tuesday.

ec = 잘생긴
hahaha....

2010-07-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

I am motivated!
Motivated to go work everyday.
Because of the promise made with darling, i am super motivated to go work everyday. OT also NEVERMIND!
Highest record now is 14 hours plus in Office.
After reaching home i left with 6 hours to sleep and bath. Cool.
Calling a cab at my work place takes about 45mins! Damn! Thanks to the guard who helped me!

The other day. I took LRT at 6.23am. And company bus came at 6.25am.
Cool! I almost missed my bus. Thanks to bus uncle who waited for me.
If not i going to throw $30 away for nothing.

I love my lunch time with the rest.
Coz it's always filled with laughter and no work related! =)
I almost got choked everytime.
Like seriously. Eat and laugh at the same time.
Is dangerous.
I know this long long time ago. But i didn't knew it was so serious here. LOL.
CONTROL!

Anyway, the engineers over there shocked me with a lot of things.

The other day's dim sum was the best.
=)
=)
=)

Meeting on friday. End up all of us decided to miss the company bus.
Because we had to run for it. And there's like 80% chance of missing it even if we run.
GM was so so so funny to ask such a question.
Stunted.

so we OT.....
Ben chew drove me out of tuas on friday.
It was jamming like mad already.

Friday night with the gang after a long long time.
Lao da treat us dinner.
IT WAS LIKE THE SUN RISE FROM THE WEST.
=X

Alright, going to nap for a while more before watching my final!

No company bus later.
Everyone will be late. including me. I decided to reached at 9am!
Plus, i guess the guys face will be as grumpy as me later. haha!

Spain or holland?

2010-06-20T22:53:00.005+08:00

Happy father's day!

Didn't mail the present to daddy because it's so heavy that it will costs me $50 just to mail it over. So not worth.

Happy at work or not?
I would say i'm pretty happy with it.
Actually as long as the people are nice, i'm fine with it. The most important thing is the people.
Work are nice too so far. I'm starting to know my work.
Environment also very nice.
Basically i think a lot of things are very nice over there.
Exclude OT. LOL. and you know you know!!!!!!

Wednesday met up with the girls at BPP for dinner.
The xiao long bao is really nice. Got me addicted.

Met up with sister after OT on friday.
Went shopping around to look for stuff to buy. End up we saved.
I only got a bottle of green nail polish and naraya tissue case.
Dinner at Thai express. Tom Yum is Yummilious!!!!

Speaking about shopping. I did a lot of shopping recently.
Bought
- clothes.
- Bags.
- 5 pairs of shoe for work.
(2 from korea. 3 from singapore. i'm going to place a lot of different shoe under my desk soon.)
At the rate that i am going. I think i 'm dead. CONTROL!

Speaking of shoe.
Best friend, fp, bought like 4 pairs from korea straight without knowing she can wear or not. I must really look up to her. I guess she spend like $200 just to shop at korea alone.

This weekend is about relaxing myself at home.
But end up, i don't think i relax alot. I still feel tired!
Hair treatment.
Replying e-mails.
Stock count.
Pack korea orders.
Gabriel.
Running.
Piano lesson.
Revising for korean language.
Doing work related stuff.

This time round, the korea orders is really big.
It's the biggest parcel i have ever received.
The parcel can fit me! No joke.
Must really thank those who came to my house to collect them ASAP.
I love you! =D
3/4 cleared!
Next upcoming parcel will be taiwan clothes parcel! I can't wait also. Coz i bought things too. =D

Alright.
Masking time is up.
Time to head to the bed and chiong for a long day tomorrow.
Lunch appointment with the engineers next week! =)

2010-06-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요!
ok.
I am currently picking up korean as my 3rd lanauage.
So far so good.
Anyway, i can start thinking about what to write for my composition already.

Started working too.
In a USA company. =D
The interview was tough with this company. Questions are tough. You won't expect it to come out esp when you are just working for a temp job.
But well, i got in. =D
Quite nice. Learnt really a lot this time.
Things that i have never learn before. Really eye opening for me.
I guess this holiday is going to be really fulfilling now.
Another accounts job to add on to my resume. yippe!

People there are nice i would say.
But the guys are like over-ly nice?
Totally will shock out of my life.

First day i shake hand till i almost went mad.
Uusally when you temp or perm for a job, you will only be introduced to the department that you are in.
But for this, no. I was being introduced to everyone in the company. So please imagine how sour my right hand was.
Morning was orientation.
Then introduction to every single 1.
I suppose i still have a few orientation. But it won't be so fast i guess.

Everyday, i had GM coming over and talk to me. -_____-
He had the same name as my daddy. So everytime i feel like laughing out loud. But i had to control myself.
And also other guys coming over to chat.
So why over-ly nice? I only asked for 1 stuff which i can't find and they all start giving me and tell me, "i share mine with you."
The worst thing is i only need like 2 max, i don't need so many! End up i got a stack back.
hahaha.

Then the next thing is that i think the guys there have very bad and weird taste seriously.
-________________-

Next, everyday i would need to chase after the bus. Lucky i have people reminding me and guys waiting for me. And we will run down from our level and to the waiting area.
I think 1 day i will just miss my bus.

Lastly, now i know being the youngest inside a company is the best! Not that i never know/
But the feeling of being a princess is shiok ah! LOL!
But not too much. I will get a scare too.
Till now i still can't overcome. But i still like it. HAHAHAHA! =X

Tired!

2010-05-31T14:55:00.004+08:00

And so i am back.
Exams are horrible.
At least to me it is like the worst exam ever.
Cannot finish my law. Super dead now.
If only the paper is 4 hours instead of 3.

Okay, so i am busy searching for a job to gain even more experience.
This time round, i shall aim for a private company.
But BOSS, IF YOU SEE THIS....
STILL NEED HELP, I CAN STILL GO OVER.
hahahahaha!
I think i can still remember how the website works. HAHAHAHA!
I msg my boss to have lunch the other day, but till now, she have not reply when she is free. hahaha.
But hopefully, when she see this, she can get back to me asap?

BIL send my desktop for repair and the person said nothing is wrong with my computer.
That is really weird. We felt.
Because this computer shuts down by itself and we cannot on it anymore.
But everything is well now. So i hope nothing pop out again because this computer runs very fast which i like.

Wednesday we celebrate fang ping birthday! ahaha!
She always choose the normal cake.
Anyway, have not gotten the photos. So no pictures.

Friday we went botanic garden.
made sushi. wake up at 830.
my sister very irritating.
I finished making 1. she take 1.
-_________-

Shi Hui say no poker cards. I think we do not need poker cards at all. HAHAHAHA!
Left at 7pm and went to Holland V.

And so!!!!!!!
BIL is out of town. so happy.
Went shopping with my sister on saturday.
2 to 10pm.
TAKA SALES!
Since my sister hold the black credit card, we went for it.
After hair treatment, met my sister at lucky plaza to search for branded bags repair shop.
She spoilt her burberry bag. i got nothing to say anymore.
Anyway. she had spoilt 2 coach, 1 agnes b, 1 burberry to date now.
-_____________________________-
The reason why i do not want to share with her. haha!
and i am still counting!

After which we went isetan scotts coz she had $170 worth of vouchers.
But nothing to get.
So we headed to Paragon for late lunch. Bought her to Akashi Japanese Restaurant. Yummy....
Then headed to Taka.
First station, Coach. Crowded like mad. I almost wanted to scold people inside. I do not understand why do people had to carry the bags around when they are not even paying for the display piece! And when you asked if you can take a look, they will give you the face. Please. Display piece ok. Want buy ask the sales assistant to give you the new piece. Do not need to carry the display piece around.
Anyway, the piece i saw online was not nice in the stores. haiz. Sister bought a bag.
Then headed to walk around in the stores.
We bought.
- kose
- laneige
- daddy present
nothing much i think.
Then headed to marche for dinner.
Home sweet home with both of us having swollen legs. haha.

Back to job hunting!!!! Please do not ask me about admin anymore.....
Haiz. Give me accounts!!!! ACCOUNTS!

Stuff from beauty credit.

Items from etude. None are mine.
But more to come.

You are going to be mine soon.
whee!!!!!

Super boring leads to me creating a mess in the kitchen!

And and.
When she told me about it.
I was like expected it to happen.

Karma really do exists. So do not talk big next time.

2010-05-12T15:00:00.002+08:00

Oh my god.
Pass pass pass.
Must pass my whole examination please.

Anyway, 1 have 1 week to study for 2 more papers.
Actually i'm quite afraid of law.
haiz.
so why did i took law. ARGH.

Very contradicting.
Half of me wants my exam to end fast.
Half of me wants my exam not to end so fast.

Lots of things to do after exam...........

endure.....
back to law.

2010-05-06T01:20:00.003+08:00

Haiz.
Sat for my first paper.
Financial Management.
HORRIBLE. DISASTER.
Don't know what to say anymore.
Suppose to be the best modules amoung the rest. Exclude prelim coz i didn't have the time to study.
I manage to get all answer for past year paper correct.
But after the paper, it's not the case anymore.

The moment i flip open my paper. I was smiling to myself.
Coz the questions looks simple. It was like those that i had attempt before.
But as i approach the rest.
Gosh.
Totally dead.
Cannot do at all.
Every question, incomplete.

Haiz.
I'm sure going to repeat this module.
Essay question was gone case.
I can't seem to attempt it at all.

Haiz.
First paper didn't go well at all.
The rest i think i'm going to be dead.
PBF.
ME.
LAW.
haiz.

My holiday job pay = pay to uol and sim the repeat module amount.

haiz.

effort didn't get paid off.

2010-04-19T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hmm...........

So why the lock.

LOL. Quite a few stuff must be private.

Firstly...

I am very pai seh to let so many people know that, i went to BEIJING 101 for hair treatment. LOL!

Yes yes. I'm facing hair loss problem. Oily scalp due to blockage. And when exam period comes, my hair drops like no one else business. EMO OK!

Not that i'm eating a lot of maggie mee that cause my hair to drop.

If you know me will, my house hardly have maggie mee! =( Even if i cook maggie mee, i cook my own healthy yummy soup too. hehe.

So last sat i went for a check. And to my horror, or actually not when i can feel it already, my hair really 1 hole 1 strain of hair. SIan off. Hair loss problem.

And the person instead of just looking at my hair, she commented on my face too. -__-

She said, "see, you eat chillies until got so much pimple."

ARGH.

Heart BLEEDS.

So from sat till now, i have not touch any chillies. I shall not touch chillies anymore.

I can feel my face much better now after no chillies since sat plus masking. So i shall continue to stop my chillies plus masks twice a week to improve my face condition.

And then, mummy decided to sign on to the package for me coz she commented that, "girls got no hair are very scary."

Sigh, super sad now.

So every sat i will be stuck at beijing 101 for hair treatment, hair wash and hair mask!

My rich indonesian hua qiao friend who went for it and told me it's very relaxing. So i should try it myself. If it's not relaxing, i shall box her in school when i see her. haha!

The 11 sessions are very expensive till my mum look at my face and said, "you keep sucking on my blood everytime."

Ahh!! Not my fault. =(

Secondly.

My FM korean friend told us about how pissed he was when he downloads in singapore.

So this kind of topic must locked.

Do you all know that in korea, the moment you hit the "play" for your movies,shows, etc. Your movies or shows will starts to show from start to end without any buffering time need.

DAMN.

In singapore, we always got to click play to let it buffer, take a bath or do other things for a long period before we can see our movie/show from start till end.

ARGH. SO why singapore so lag? =(

Ok.

Done with the private topics.

I saw my senior's blog post on her korea exchange program.

They are like enjoying themselves!

Super regret big time.

If not i can

- stay away from home for 1 month plus and hear no baby cries, mummy, sister and grandma's naggings. HAHAH!

- Pick up korea language again. (HAHA. i pick up last time when i was 14 i think and now i only remember like the super basics till my sister laughed at me coz her japanese and german and french are so strong. So everytime she laugh at me i will say, "i also know la. A to Z i can read also leh." haha! That's what she taught me only. The other time i spoke in korean, chris laughed so loud at me coz my pronouciation was wrong. TMD. Everyone turned to look at me. I will learn back when i have time. So nobody shall laugh at me anymore!)

- can at the same time travel.

- can do some shopping and stock up my skincare and comestic.

- Can make more friends of different nation. so now i only have, germany, china, korea, indonesia, france and a few more.

And many more things i can do.

Regrets big big big time.

Can someone just slap me.

Anyway, exams are coming! Sian!

Fm finally half module done.

The rest are still dead.

ARGH.

KILL ME.

2010-04-09T23:50:00.003+08:00

Pretty sad now.

Drove today. And stupid David and Sam were like screaming inside the car.
I got so bad meh?
You 2 still in perfect piece ok!

Too long never drive auto. I seriously thought i was in manual car instead.
So I had my both legs on the pedals.
-_________________________________-
I stepped onto the brake pedal with my left leg and stepped a little onto the accelerator with my right leg and release the brake to get the car moving from the slot. LOL.
And i only release it's not correct after 2secs when they both suddenly scream out loud.
Hahaha...
So after i successfully get out from the slot. I speed to get a left turn in front quick as usual.
This totally scare the hell out of both of them.
And to me. When someone scream at their top of their voice. I will be worried too. So i step onto my brake thinking that it was a clutch and trying to do a clutch in brake only to fully realise. I'm in a auto car. LOL!
Super hilarious.

SO now this 2 don't seem to trust my driving anymore.
I'm safe i'm safe DRIVER................

Drive round and round. Suppose to go botak jones at clementi to have dinner.
But we lost our way.
Driving in and out of carpark. But we still couldn't find the kopitiam. LOL.
Then headed to AYE. And off we went to AMK.
Had dinner at S11.
Wanted to get KOI. But the Q was super long.
Went AMK hub and was surprised to see beauty credit. Bought some stuff from Beauty Credit. SA was good. I got soft heart for NICE SA. SHIT!

Home sweet home at 1030pm. =)

I'm starting my revision for PBF tomorrow. Really!
Motivated already!

2010-04-08T02:06:00.002+08:00

Had a very funny dream last night.
I dreamt of XXX.
LOL. This is so funny and ridiculous!
Till now, i'm still laughing over the dream.

Anyway. Gotten back my prelim papers.
Wah. First time in my study life i gotten fail fail fail!
Alright, i admit i didn't study hard for prelim.
But fail fail fail leh!
Not by a few marks.
Is by lots of masks.
HAHA.
Time to seriously wake up now.
Today's ang moh lecturer from london has a very nice accent!

I am going to love makan place very soon.
Jack jack jack.
The joke between the story of all types of jack.
Hungry jack. Mad jack. Blackjack.

Shopping shopping shopping.
We think the pushcart in school is getting better and better now.
LOVES.
Will be getting some OPI with Sze Wei soon.
oopppsss.

Ok.
New masks from FACE Q came finally!
=D
Finally finish packing it alone.

Arghh...
Nose block. Ear block. Throat itchy.
SIANS big time.
Why it keeps coming back to me again and again. =(
Leave me please.

Hmm..
Thursday off from school.
So i shall make full use to watch some shows.
=X

Should i drive on friday or not.
SO Sick of drivers trying to act like F1.

Ok. Back to watch my show. heee.

2010-03-19T15:13:00.009+08:00

And so, i went to see my usual ENT specialist the other day.

And he CURED me.
=)

Okay, I LOVE MY USUAL ENT DOCTOR.
HAHAHA...
Always so fatherly.
But of coz, a trip to him is not cheap at all.
Think from born till now, i've spend a bomb at his place. =X

I think i shocked my doctor and his assistant too.

I hate the smell always.

And i got the urge to vomit on the spot most of the time.

And they went. "hey, you ok or not?!?!?!?!?!?!"

But oh well, HE CURED ME! (Always the other doctors cannot find something wrong with me. He can find.)
And i saw my own report after 3 days of torture.

To those that knew, prayed for me and can't sleep at all.

Thanks! I'm touched.

I didn't spend much time on my law at all. Kept thinking what should i do if i am that suay.

But well, no need to think anymore.

Went botanic garden to have breakfast with mummy after the doctor trip.

The person who served us thought we aren't local coz i didn't take any chillies at all.

HAHA.

Not good to eat chillies nowadays for me. =(

And the person kept asking us about is it expensive to see doctor opposite.

I feel like telling her, "yes, it's a bomb. look at me, so poor looking now." HAHA!

Still bleeding from the check up. =(

Anyway, some loots from shopping!

With daddy at chinatown hello kitty shop the other day when he was in singapore for CNY.

I paid by myself though. =(

So after i claim about the big whole in my pocket.

Daddy paid this magazine for me.

HAHA!

Went etude house to check out other things before i start my korea shopping.

Gotten this as doorgift.

Went to watch ALICE IN WONDERLAND with SH last friday.

I do watch movies alright.

HAHAHA!

Nice show. 5/5!

Ok, below's my korea shopping. Sister and i are super satisfied!

Below's my stuffs only.

Bought a leather wallet.

Gotten a free masks and online voucher.

Etude house free gifts!

Pink Lip stick - a pen. looks chio.
1 small packet of moistfull collagen cream - gave mummy.

Hello kitty cosmetic pouch - myself! (too bad sister. you didn't buy hello kitty series like me. so i shall have it. next round ok. i still have hello kitty series to buy.)

Best seller set in korea

1) Moisfull collagen cream - for mummy again

2) vip lip stick - nobody wants. the colour abit weird. why korean use so pink? =(

3) bb cream - not taken yet.

4) body lotion - sharing.

5) body wash - sharing. The smell super nice. Like baby. Now i smells like baby gabriel. lol!

Ok, my loots.

Black ribbon box - to put my masks in my room. no need to go to my stock place to take masks already.

Heel cream - i think only available there. Don't see it at local stores yet. But pretty nice to use. Heel don't crack like crazy now.

Dear Darling lip stick - get it coz like half the price in local stores. lol.

Nail polish - latest colour that is not in local stores yet.

Nose patch - eh. get it coz like half the price also. haha.

Mask - haha. like very nice. so i got it too.

Hello kitty lip gloss - chio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! comes with hello kitty charm. Not in local stores at all.

Hello kitty hand cream - CHIO also! Not in local stores at all.

Ok.

Will be ordering them again this week.

I tempted Priscilla and Peng by the cheap prices.

Looking forward to my camera!

2010-03-14T17:56:00.001+08:00

Life's unfair.
Really!
Why is it always me me and me.

TELL ME!

2010-03-12T00:58:00.002+08:00

I shall stop lying to myself anymore.

I really feels uncomfortable in my throat.
Whenever i voice it out, people thinks that i am crazy.
But it's true.
I can feel the sharp pain as and when.
And it has affected my ear.

The pain is unbearable.
But whenever i voice it out, i got scolded for being paranoid.
I am not.
I am really not.

It's been with me for 3 long years.
And i really cannot take it anymore.
I've been telling myself, it must be my mind that's something wrong.
But i cannot take it any longer now.

This few days, it's getting more and more painful.
I remember 3 years back, i went to the ENT for scanning.
He told me, nothing's wrong. Drink more water. If you feel it again, come back for a check.
Yes, i went back for a check. And he told me off by telling me, nothing's wrong. I can't see.
So i shut up till now.
Enduring the stupid damn pain inside. That occurs only when my throat is dry. Or when i am not eating anything.
I drink lots of water everyday. And i really feel bloated with all the water inside.
I self treat by using the most traditional way which is to use salt water.
No use at all.
Everyday i pray that it will be gone.
But it's still here.
It's still attacking me.

I did a search on the net, and the result is really scaring me.

I saw too many scary life story.
I am not brave at all.
I still have lots of undone stuff to complete.

Argh. I am really going crazy.

God damn it.
Just what is happening to me.

2010-03-10T18:19:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking. thinking. thinking.

Therefore, i should stop thinking.

Nothing's wrong with me.

I'm fine.

I should really stop thinking since doctor said i'm fine.

Okay, stop thinking. I AM VERY FINE.

FINE!

Anyway, prelims and more prelims.

All the paper are seriously, CMI.

Law paper on tuesday.

So today, I'M GOING TO SHOP.

Not outside, but online. =)

Will be back to mugging tomorrow.

Korea shopping has totally got me hooked.

The stuffs are totally very pretty!

And cheap/affordable.

Oh, i love freebies.

Korean are really kind. Majority.

Like you buy something, 1 item only, you get lots of freebies.

Can't wait for sister to come back now to shop with me.

I'm having a super long lists with me now.

- Wallet

- Polaroid accessories

- Beauty products

- Shoe

And many more.

WAHAHAHAHAHA!

Going to be broke soon.

Will update again on my loots after it arrived. =)

2010-02-18T15:11:00.005+08:00

Back to blogging finally.

Decided to blog with pictures this time.
Whee!
But the sony camera has no more battery thus this entry pictures are from panasonic.
So pardon the blury effect. 3.2 mega only. =(

I went back to NYP on 3rd feb to collect my IPP cert.
Yes. That's pretty long ago.

After which, i decided to head down to Junction 8 for a little shopping trip.

Purchases of the day.

2 bead hairband from helen. $8.30 after discount.
2 Japanese brand nail polish. $13.80
128 pieces of winnie the pooh name sticker. $5
1 princess on board car tag. $4.20

Had pbf lecture on 11 feb early in the morning with buddy yeo!
It was nice. At least the lady makes me understand.
After which, head down to town alone to get something.
Shop at far east, etude house, zara, kino.

My 2 magazines from kino. Total up to $38. Should have taken the kino card from PJ.
But still, nice purchase.
My close friend plus her mother are going to translate for me. HAHA!
I believe i will stuck at her house for many hours.

Etude house door gift.
I have like 6 O2 masks at home. (including my sister's.) Any takers?
Can someone tell me what's the use of aqua gel cream?

Purchase of the day.

Dark Circle patch. $3.90 Not much effect. SO SO. I think 心机 is better for me.
Collagen Eye patch. $2.90 I got breakout i think.
Green Tea Nose Pack. $0.90. Either i have no blackhead or no effect at all. But others recommend it.

Total purchase of $7.15 after 7% member off that day.

My total purchase in Etude house singapore is only $63.55 to date.
I believe it will shoot up even more but not going to get it in singapore anymore.

Either get them in JB or KL or ship from korea directly.
However, i realise not everything in JB is cheaper. The Green Tea nose pack is RM4.90 while SG is only $0.90
Wah. Big differences right? So, do your homework girls. =)

Mummy doesn't want to go JB. Aunt and cousin might have problems helping me to buy.
My last resort.

I'm going to ship my etude house items from korea! =)
Just calculated my purchase. My items plus shipping only costs me SGD50 instead of SGD90 (SG local stores). WAH!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHE!!! SAVE MONEY!

Oh, they have the LE hello kitty mini gross and mascara too!

Ok, end of my Etude House raving now.

My keys!
I decided to use the key holder that i purchase from SMU School bazaar.
So cute! haha!

Today mum, dad, gabriel, uncle (mum's side) and i went to Loyang Tau Pek Gong in the morning.
Uncle drove us using his new red Mazda 2. Nice ride.
My uncle doesn't speed. WAH... Shocking. But it's so like him. Ride super safe.

Will be heading to my uncle (dad's younger brother) house later in the evening.

Yawns!
I'm tired!
I just purchase my bag from KOREA.

=)

I can seriously shop in another country even when i am in SG.
The advantage of technology.

Prelim starts on 1st march. Wish me good luck!

2010-01-18T02:19:00.003+08:00

Nice meet up with the girls.
Photos on facebook.

STEAMBOAT.
BOOMZ.
RED AND LOUD.
KAHKI.
LEOPARD.
ZEBRA.
RIS LOW.

Anyway got to get present for Li Qi and Shi Qi soon.
I don't know what to get. How!
Haiz.
All of us going to separate apart for 3 years.
So long. Nevermind li qi, we will come visit you. haha!
Provided all of us saved enough.

Meeting the group tomorrow for shopping after school. =)

2010-01-03T01:20:00.006+08:00

Argh,
I'm dropping hair.
Lossing hair.
I'm dead!!!!!!!
I'm horrified after the bath just now which is like on the 2nd. (This post was being saved.)
usually there's nothing or a few strands.
However today is terrible. (ya is today. stop that, i'm blogging 2 days later. haha.)
handful!
Oh my fucking god.
It has definitely scare the hell out of me.

Okie, i'm blogging on 5th Jan 2010 now, i going to blog all in 1 shot.

After i switch to head and shoulder now, it seems cool.
But i don't have dandruff anymore so i switched to follow me.
hahaha! Switch here and there.

I don't want go bald.
So this saturday, i will be visiting my skin specialist doctor again.
I bet she will get pissed off by me.
I've pissed off my ENT Specialist too. HAHAHA!

Okie, so i went shopping with PJ, XY, SH on the 2nd.
Miss out my woodlands trip but still manage to get my jeans.

Went ion and far east myself while waiting for them.
I got my scheduler at Art box. Finally they are selling it cheaply at $3.90! But i got it at $3.70 due to membership. HAHA! I saved $0.20.

Went Etude House again.
So the freebies now is still the O2 masks sheet. HAHA. Auntie. But since they are giving, just take then. No harm also. I shall try them 1 day. The free masks at my house is piling up too. *shys. i know la. a bit auntie. haha. accountant ma.*

I bought mummy a nail polish. $2.50 only i think. This time round, I feel damn pai seh to take out my membership card. Coz everyone is buying a big amount. If not i think i can save like $0.15 haha!

And the most funny thing is i asked the person when she served me, "sorry, but do you sell the fluffy pens?" "No, we are giving it out as gift when you purchase." WHEEE!!!!! I've been wanting it for so long. I didn't know they don't sell them. Last time when i purchase, they keep giving out Lee Min Hoe's poster and file. So pissed off. I don't like him. I had to give them out to people. I told my sister when i came back, she was like, i think the person must be thinking you are indirectly wanting her to give you instead coz your purchase amount is low. -_________- Aiya forget it, i got it now. Finally!

Left and walk to far east.
Went to look for Kayde at far east for small chats. Long time didn't chat with her! Had a long nice chat.
Oh well, i saw her new clothes collection. But tight budget. =( Bye bye my bf shirts.

Nana Thai again for late lunch and early dinner.
Shop around.
And i bought a really nice butterfly bracelet, heart bracelet and hairpin for $14 only. Thanks to the seller. I love DISCOUNTS!

I surf forums a lot.
So today i saw my sister surfing a topic, "how to save money."

LOL.

Any idea my friends? Of coz is my friends since i logged my blog. Too many unwanted people always. Some small kids. Cannot accept the fact and the way i talk about outside world because they had never had the need to go out yet at the age of 18 or 19. They are still being pampered by their parents.

Ok, back to how to save money.

So how????

I don't work. Parents don't allow coz they know the moment i start, i can say byebye to my school work. Plus, my school work isn't very good. And please, don't say SIM students are relaxing. SHUT UP. You don't know the stress that the lecturer gave you. The assignment that they gave kills everytime. Its totally different from poly. But wait i should say it's totally different from Local Uni. Those in Local Uni and had seen my assignment jaw drop, cannot understand and answer at all. I know the passing marks is only 34. But hello, 1 question is fucking 25 to 30 marks. And the question is only 1 sentence. Once you start the whole answer wrongly, everything is wrong. 0. Damn difficult to get that 34 marks. You don't know how many of them fail in a year. You might say, never study, of coz will fail. You are so wrong. Buddy yeo and the rest of them are way much better than me in terms of study. They FAIL THEIR FUCKING UOL EXAM PAPER! Can you believe it. They FAIL! Like oh my fucking god. They fail leh! I can go die already. They are damn hardworking students. The things i don't know they know very well. They can still explain to me. I wonder very long on what happened. So i went to see the past exam paper the other day. TA MA DE. I can't do even 1 question. I think i'm going to waste $2000 exam fees already. =(

So i don't work. But i do sprees and sell my masks. I don't earn much from sprees. And if it's my friends, i earn $0. Can't expect me to say, "hey, pay handling fees ah." Crazy ok. Nobody will be in that right mind to say that. Masks i don't earn much too due to competition + the taiwan side is not lowering down their cost. How to earn? Sad case. Lucky i got a group of supports. So everyday i get to mail out masks to customers. =) Oh, and I go for flea markets too. And i'm pretty happy or glad that the sales are pretty good everytime. The thought of closing down always come to my mind when i'm physically and mentally tired over it. And yes, sister is tired too. But i'm still hanging on. Because i need the money to surive. To feed myself, pamper myself and also to let myself enjoy with friends. (And for my sister, she say she need it to earn more for gabriel. And his medical expenses is worst than mine. Damn wei da la. Parents are all very wei da. I think he is really very expenisve than me. I am already very expensive with all the specialist doctors.) Those who are still taking allowances, good for you ok. No need to worry so much. I've stop taking allowance since poly year 2. I know my parents still give me the money despite me saying, no. I kept everything and didn't touch them till i need to buy important things like, school notes, school books (killer also. 1 textbook costs me $60. only use 1 sem somemore! after my batch i can't sell. coz different already. -________-), stationaries, bus fares (stupid killer. bloody expensive. made me don't feel like going out.) I've to keep some aside for urgent use.
So how to save? All the methods that they say in the forum, very no use.

So so so, tell me how!!!!

Ok, type too long, i've forgotten my next point.

On 4th Jan.
My mummy's birthday.
She wants a walnut cake.
So i bought. (i will change to we, when my sister pay me half the amount. HAHA!)

And i handmade a pendent for her.
Crystal pendent. Crystal mean good luck.

Blogging on the 8th Jan.

Wednesday went RELC with Sam and anna.
After payment, sam and i went ion.
Walk pass etude house and i went in again.
This time round the freebies is fluffy pens.
So i gotten myself a yellow fluffy pen this time. =)
SO kawaii! HAHA!

Went Ion and had my tako balls. =)
Yummy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chat so much.
Gossip about Bryan and David too. HAHAHA!
We love gossiping about them!!! =)

On thursday.
I had piano.
SIANS.
Aduition is coming and i'm still playing badly!
haha.
Forget it. I don't want get into finals also.

And today.
I had my LAW TEST.
I wrote like 1 page only. Couldn't finish coz i don't even know what to write. =(
Super dead.
If exam is the same as this. Die already lo. FAIL LIAO.
=(

Chatting with charlton.
This friend, doesn't even want to correct me everytime when he chatted with me and i will answer, "out le ah?"
He said, "i will see when you will stop asking me."
-____________-
Stupid.
Since i've forgotten, he should at least remind me.
"out le ah" is frequently used by me when XH chatted with me on days that he's out.
-___________________-

ANYWAY,
I read the hit and run case again.
Singapore government is still not doing anything.
FUCK.
1 of them is already dead.
Come on government. Do something about it.
No one is in a good mind to steal the damn car at such a ulu places.
The timing of hit and run cases and lost car case is weird too ok.
Argh.

2010-01-01T12:28:00.004+08:00

This year new year eve was fun.
I met up with the 6 of them to have steamboat at bugis.
Suppose to countdown with little gabriel. Next Year ok.

Afterwhich, to iluma's acarade to watch them play.
Yes, it's been a long long time.
The games were cute.
And we watched fireworks at the garden.

After fireworks, they wanted to watch movie but end up didn't go.
Actually you all can go ahead. I have no interest in movies.
So we went to have Ah Chew's dessert.

Then all 7 of us squeeze into suzuki swift plus photo taking inside on the road while waiting for green light to come.
Nice squeeze though it's not my first time squeezing.

Waited for NR3 in town.
But all came in full. So we took cab home.

Totally shagged.
I was already closed at 1.15am.
I think they are really cool. Still active.

The plans i made in 2009. Let's see if i fulfil it.

- Everything to go fine this year. No more bad news! Well. 2 bad news. I hate it when i heard people pass away.
- Good health. LOL. i think i went to the doctor many times instead.
- GPA to maintain or go up. Yup, my GPA went up for the last sem.
- Car license. Gotten and driving now.
- More oversea trips. End up don't have. Daddy went for oversea job. =( JB consider?
- More money. er... when i got the money, i broke again.
- Business to be good! Yup, pretty fine now. =)
- Piano to be better. Er don't want to think coz my G5 result is going to be out soon. shit.

For 2010.
Let me think first.

2009-12-23T00:38:00.006+08:00

LOL really.
I didn't know my post can affect a person. When those posts aren't talking about the person at all.
And all this while, i don't even know this person reads my blog. I just found out like yesterday through someone. (Ok friends, i know i'm slow la.) Also, i don't have the habit of reading people's blog.

Seriously, don't assume.
Sometimes i post things on FB. Sometimes i post on my blog.
If you are my friend, you get to see my FB post. If not, you only get to see my blog post which is HALF the STORY everytime eversince there's something call facebook.
But you are not, you didn't see what i posted on FB about my AT lesson before my TP. Therefore, don't try to talk like you know everything.
So sorry, those things you wish that would happen to me wouldn't happen at all.
Anyway, i won't accept you as my friend in FB. No need to try anymore.
And the spoilt brat issue. *shakes head*

For your info, i'm the last person in the group mentioned above to pass in 1st attempt with such high points. All of them pass in 1st attempt with 10 points and below. So what's there to Hao Lian about. If i hao lian about it, they will come and shoot me down what. I only hao lian in front of my sister and brother, is that your problem?

=)

I always know i have friends that made my day.

Anyway, this topic shall be CLOSED.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Nowadays.
People assume.
Just assume.

Anyway, gift exchange was funny.
I got Ru's present for 2 years straight!
Fated or not?

Thursday is coming.
Back to ex-workplace for christmas eve lunch gathering. HAHA.

No school till next week.

Exam dates are out.
I hate LAW. Last day of exam. =(

2009-12-15T01:06:00.003+08:00

What's wrong with school..
I'm tired.
Really tired.
Kept yawning non-stop for the 3 hours.

So why am i so tired.
I'm not sure at all.
-_____________-

Anyway, i think i'm old liao la.
I feel very tired easily nowadays.

I love to go BF more. Agree with me guys! BF is more cozy!!!!!!
This is the one at 1fullerton.
Nice right.
The dance floor looks abit like swimming pool to me. But they say my eyesight has problem!
But it really looks swimming pool to me esp with the items that they put to decorate. Super swimming pool look.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Flea on last sat.
Humid.
Lack of air.
-_________-

Thanks FP for helping out.
Thanks LQ and Chris for coming over. Thanks for helping me to mend the stall when i'm away. haha.
Thanks Yishi for popping by and purchasing masks.
Thanks my mailing lists people for popping by and saying hi to me and those who purchase, thanks too!

Next upcoming flea, 26th dec.
Far East!

And that will be my last flea till after exam!

2009-12-10T01:17:00.004+08:00

Life's boring nowadays.
So, what's up with school?
Test.
Got back my ME. B-
Took FM. Clueless paper. I don't like CASHFLOW. Confirm F paper.

Bought some deco for christmas from school.
It was really cheap and pretty. Really cute!
I can't wait for christmas to come.

Anyway, i cannot believe people PM me in forum asking me about driving ok.
I admit i'm one of the senior member inside. But asking these questions make me jaw drop.
Aren't they suppose to ask their driving instructors when driving on the road instead?

If it's not stupid i will feel like answering the person.
But this person ask something like, "how to determine if i need to do full lock when i turn? how to know if i'm using the correct gears? why do we need to change to left lane? how to do a right turn well?" and many either more idiot question.

how to determine if i need to do full lock when i turn? if the turn is 90 degree, of coz full lock la.
how to know if i'm using the correct gears? listen to the engine. if your engine is making lots of sound, change up gear.
why do we need to change to left lane? learners only. please do not be a road hogger and create accidents.
how to do a right turn well? follow the box if there is any and turn your steering wheel well. Do not look at the kerb when turning.

SO LAME CAN.

And, i'm having a flea this coming saturday at SMU.
But still not prepared yet.
-_______________-

2009-12-04T23:26:00.002+08:00

LOVELY!
My license came today!
After 5 weeks of waiting.
Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-02T02:37:00.003+08:00

11 more months to take down P Plate.
=)
=)
=)

SH ask me to meet her later.
But i think she will be late.
LOL.
That woman.
Really enjoy LIFE!
LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Can't get my FM notes into my head.
Damn CHAM.

2009-11-27T03:20:00.002+08:00

2.5 days.
I finish you're beautiful.
Same timing as korea. =)

Nice show.
Was telling sam the other day, FT island's hong ki is very cute in the show. Don't believe.
-______________-
Super cute and funny ok. hahaha.
The whole show, make me laugh and cry so much.

Cham, my korean drama chionging is back again. =X
Don't worry charmain, my kpop still not that strong though i know who is who.

Anyway, super junior's entertainment program totally make me laugh like siao.

당신을 사랑하는 =)

2009-11-20T02:32:00.002+08:00

HELLO ALL...
I am BAI KA now.
=(
=(
=(

I can't walk properly.
I sprained both legs.
Lucky or not?

Mummy gave me a medicine to eat in the evening.
I end up having,
- Itchy eardrums.
- swollen lips.
- breathing difficulties.
- Tightness in my heart area.

LOL. What an exprience.

Mummy asked if i want to go the doctor.
I rejected as i was too tired to move anymore.
Slept for hours with baby gabriel.
And that point of time, i thought i was going to die while sleeping.
LOL.
But i still wake up magically.

Skipped make up law lecture today.
This is so bad.
I am lost again. Many read up to do.
HAIZ.

What a day.

Managerial econs and financial management test next week.
Please tell me i can finish my revision on time.

2009-11-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning, receive call from old aunt telling mummy...
"we are coming over. on the way already."

At that moment i was thinking on my bed,
"SHIOK AH! Youngest uncle car!!!"
But after that, it beats me that i have school today. So sad.

And soon they came over earlier than what i expected.
Aiya, it must be my uncle speeding again.
See, i got the bad habits from him la. Coz i always sit his car.
Even the way i handle the steering wheel also the same as him. LOL.

And so they chat while i was preparing to go school.

And mummy went to tell him, "She passed her driving. 1 time only. Last month just passed."
-_____________-
His reply was, "so fast? that time march you sitting beside me while driving, only mention you feel like learning. now get already. that's fast la. come let's go drive 1 round."
"Wao liew. i got school la."
Purposely. I already preparing to go school he still ask me to go 1 round.

I should have told him, "ok. no problem, i drive to school. You drive back to my house. deal ok."
Why didn't it come across my mind at that moment.
If not i can try the fly over and underpass at bt timah area.
That linkway have always impressed me a lot.
The up and down. Rollercoster.
DAMN! I missed the chance.

It's the period of headache.
Masks running lower.
Thinking of what to bring over kills.
HEADACHE.

Should be heading to JB later.
But aunt is still unwell but getting better.
Another aunt who's pregnant wants to drive me and mummy around coz is easier.
But who dares to let her drive?
She told me to drive instead but i don't have the dare.
I don't want to hold the respondsibility. My braking is *you know i know. you don't know, forget it.*

Har, Raffles place later!

2009-11-16T01:08:00.005+08:00

OH my god.

Can you believe my sister is online shopping now?????????????

Okay i think i landed her into trouble.

Few weeks back, our conversation.

Sis: girl, you everytime shop online. Never got spam?

Me: choy. No la. I know who to shop with.

Sis: So heng?

TODAY!!!!!!!!

Sis: Qi, can you intro some good shopping site for dress.

Me: Damn, you just asked the correct person. This site, i bought from them before. Service good. Cheap also. Self-manufactured pieces too. And what's the best, famous.

Sis: okok. give me now. i go see.

Me: na. msn liao.

Sis: ok... *Walk back to her room*

After an hour...

Sis: Qi, come. I want this this this. Order for me.

Me: *Jaw drop* So many? $80 already liao. You can just comment using my account leh.

Sis: lazy. Order for me.

Me: eh. my friend got shop also leh. "Show her the top student lj shop and M's shop."

Sis: eee. not nice 1. This site better.

Me: Of coz la. This site their things just launch only, Sold out within minutes. I got no hope for your dresses. The launch date was 10th. Now 16th already.

Sis: order la.

Wao liao. Her money is like sky fall down on her and she can spend. Man, when can i have it too. I want to shop. Shop without thinking of money. HAHAHA.

But books nowadays kills. Boring UOL!

2009-11-12T01:51:00.004+08:00

The previous posts aims at no one especially those who hold a 3A license and those who plan to hold a 3A license.
I just need to voice it out.
I just hate it when people say i can't think when i actually can think better than most of them.
So what i've said in the previous posts, true isn't it?

Anyway....

Good business = Not enough sleep.

That explained why am still online at 2am.

But i love it.
-______________-
Money ok. HAHA.
I love money. AHAHA!

I'm going to ask my sister to handle the whole website soon before i get killed by my school work.
And not to mention. I have 2 upcoming flea market to tender to on dec.
12th dec at SMU and 26th dec at Far East.
There goes my christmas plan.
=(

So since i am so busy for the whole of today.
I decided to buy something for myself.

So pretty and sweet. Best of all, in my favourite colour.

Actually, i wanted to get my naraya products.
But since i'm going BKK soon, i shall stop that idea of mine.
I will get my items all in BKK outlet.
=)

I hate school days!

I'm visiting hello kitty lab soon next week.
And i'm excited! =)

2009-11-10T00:15:00.004+08:00

I'm not feeling well.

I'm not

feeling well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like puking.
I am hungry.
I am giddy.
I am aching all over!

So what sickness do i exactly have?
Tell me!

I so much hate school too for now.
FM IS SO BORING.
ME IS ALSO BORING.
LAW STILL ACCEPTABLE.
PBF IS WORST.
Agree with me people!
Please agree with me that J.Peh is boring please!

I am so so so sleepy everyday even though i sleep like more than 6 hours everyday.

I am hungry.
Swollen gums sucks.
Bleeding is yucks!
I need GOOD FOOD!
GOOD ROOD. COME TO ME!

Mummy and uncle was chatting when he suddenly remembered and asked me about my TP today.
He said i am so clever to pass in 1 attempt. And had always believe that i can make it for 1 time only coz i have the love for car since young.
HAHA. Trying to make me happy.
But seriously my love for car did not appear when i was having my revision.
And if you don't know my love for car. I am so sorry. We are not close thus you don't know. So don't ask why and when.

No offence but i am so PISSED OFF WITH AUTO CAR.
What is so wrong with Auto car.
They are very very WRONG!
No performance.
No feel.
Like noob driving.
Why do all cars come with manual and auto now.
WHY!!!!
I want drive manual car seriously.
Auto are stupid and lazy!
And it's dangerous.
Sorry to those 3A license holder.
But i still seriously think 3A license is useless.
If your company give you a car, you will not be able to drive.
Why? Manual is so much cheaper. Of coz they will give a manual car instead.
And what's with the 3A license that you hold means? It means useless card.
You are going to spend like another big bomb on how to drive a manual.
So why waste money.
A few ladies that i know are wasting money.
They say i can't think.
Seriously, you are the one that can't think at all.
Why are you back to school learning how to drive again?

I told mum, "i miss driving lesson. everytime they will bring me go gai gai. i driver they passenger. So fun. Somemore they always so relax inside the car. Made me more happy."
Mum said, "since you miss why did you pass in 1 attempt only. You should fail and get back to learning. But please don't complain you are broke."
HAHAHA.

Youngest uncleeeeeeeeeee.....
I know you are a nice guy. Handsome also.
Let me drive your Manual car please.

Youngest aunt, i don't like your black vios.
Don't offer me please. haha!

And what is so wrong with P platers at lane 1?
Simply don't understand why do drivers have to honk them especially TAXI DRIVERS.
I've seen and heard. Irritating.
Don't forget P platers know what is E-brake mind you.

2009-11-07T14:19:00.002+08:00

DING DONG!!!!!!

HQ your parcel!

And here comes my STRAPPY WEDGES. =)

Damn nice in reality!
Fitted perfectly.
Not tall also.

It's Shi Hui's birthday celebration tonight.
Excited or not. Of coz we do. We are more excited about that piece of cake.
Yes. "Secret!"
And....
She will be very happy to see the gift we got for her. It's like a dream come true finally.

And she mentioned that her decorations are very chui. LOL.
Very funny. I shall see how chui is it. If it is not chui in my case, she is so dead. Coz she kept on complaining.
HAHAHA!

I think my tooth is getting better as the days goes by.
So darling, so worrying about me! =) =) =)

2009-11-03T14:32:00.002+08:00

So sick.
Doctor say i have virus infection.
-_____________-
So i'm home instead of having my boring PBF lecture.
I am so going to lost touch with PBF soon.

Grandma says that i always fall sick after exam. LOL.
Quite true.
Thursday was driving test, saturday was music exam.
Saturday was fun though in town.

Anyway, my sister don't let me drive.
And i said,
"IF you know how to drive, you will know. And you will pass 1 time only. If you don't know how to drive, you will take a few times to pass."
LOL. She was super pissed off.
I love to see her pissed off. Very funny lo!
LOL. I sound so sicked.

The best way to park your car is to go head in -by buddy yeo.
BBDC, i am going to come to you soon again!
=)

i'm bored.
Suddenly no need to go for driving lesson in the afternoon, is quite weird. I can't believe is still less than 1 week of passing.

I miss talking to my instructors.
Esp my favourite instructor, Mr Teo. I miss him telling me how to cook nice food out. LOL. =X He's a cook. But too bad, due to his wife, he came over and be a instructor. So wasted.
So imagine you drive and someone beside you keep asking, "so do you cook? what you cook? what you want to learn? this 1 cook what is nice? ok, you have to do this this this.... So what is the fruit that has the most protein?" LOL. Muli-task ok. You got to see your road and traffic condition, it's raining somemore, and you got to think of an answer to answer him back then you got to take note of what he says.
Mr Lim, for always telling me how he enjoy watching his cable after the installation. And kept discussing shows with me.
Mr Yap for always telling me, "prepare liao ma? test date take liao hor. Can drive properly liao ma? confident liao ma? why you always don't come for my lesson? why you always go Mr Lim lesson?"
Mr Lian for always telling me "See the conditions will do." LOL. what a nice phrase BTW.
Mr Tan for always ...telling me to "SLOWWWWWWWWWW..... look at speed. Camera is here only..."
Mr Ng for always telling me. "AIYO... left then right right." and "speed up speed up."

LOL. You see, one of them ask me to slow down. 1 of them ask me to speed up.
*Knock head on the wall*

Argh.....
I'm in great pain.

Anyway, sister says "LONGCHAMP IS SO UGLY. Don't understand why you girls like longchamp so much."
lol.
That's why i bring to school and casual outing only what.
Can dump all my rubbish coz is very big.
-__________-
I also never say longchamp is nice before too.
HAHA.
I win.
=)

Don't understand why are there so many Girls like to see what people do AND THEY FOLLOW BLINDLY TOO.
KNS.
EEEKKK.................

2009-10-29T16:11:00.004+08:00

I PASS.
=)

with 0 points in circuit.
but i got 12 points outside. HAHAHA.
Lorry ah lorry. You land me into trouble. extra 4 points come from you, you know.
If not i perfect 8 points only.
But nevertheless, i'm the best at home now! =) =) =)

Initially i thought i immediate fail already, no hope anymore.
But after he told me my mistakes, he said " you drive very confidently. but you don't really dare to lane change in congested area."
LOL. YES. I ADMIT! The traffic today was super bad lo! So many cars + road works. the 70km road i only drove at 40km... -________- Coz everyone was so slow.
i waited for so long just to have a U-TURN done.

Saw one of my favourite instructor!
He told me, "see. i told you liao. can 1. Just now you get out of the car you still shook head with me. i see your paper. HAHA. i told you how many times already, you still make the same mistake."

SMS one of my another favourite instructor. Coz he wanted me to look for him after TP. I can't find him at all except for driving pass him during TP.

Nevertheless, i was the king today in circuit. hahaha. Now i understand what is the meaning of king when my instructors uses this word everytime! =)

I just take a look at my BBDC account.
BTT + practice = $12 + $3.21
FTT + practise = $6 + $3.21
PDL =$25
Conversion to school = $10
Enrolment = $89.88
Practical + revision = $2097.20
TP = $156.96
LICENSE = $50

Total BOMB = $2453.46

I AM BROKE NOW.

=(

2009-10-27T01:00:00.004+08:00

Super Karma.

Last night my sister was telling me about her TP experience.
I laughed so badly and hard.
I remember telling her, "impossible la. the tester must have a shock out of his life man."
And being so funny, i secretly laughed to myself during lecture today.
And yes,

THE EXACT SAME THING

HAPPENED TO ME TODAY.

Except that my instructor is very cool with it.
Super PAI SEH alright.
There are like at least 6 to 7 Learner car behind me.
I bet all the instructors must have told their students, "you see la. don't control well will turn out like this. live show."

Buddy was saying, i bet some of them will say, "What is this doing man?!?"

Argh.
Just seriously why all weird things are coming up at this period of time.

SUPER KARMA.

I WILL REMEMBER NOT

TO LAUGH ANYMORE.

2009-10-25T02:04:00.002+08:00

It's really nice to hear all the encouragement.
I'm touched by the calls and sms.

Please don't come down on that day. I beg you guys. Nv appear in front of me that day.
No matter what happens on that day, i will make a call or sms to you guys personally.

I know and have a super heavy feel that i won't be able to make it.
Yes, by the rate that i'm going now.
So, i've just dig out all my pathetic savings and prepare like another small small small sum of money for the next TP.
I'm going to save hard from monday onwards. Because the small small sum of money only get me to book TP. and not my revisions.
-_________-

2009-10-24T00:10:00.003+08:00

Driving revision is bad bad bad.

I just throw all my instructors with a very big bomb.
Serious bomb somemore.

- I can't fucking do my reverse adjustment for parallel because I HAVE NV HAD THE NEED TO ADJUST AT ALL.
- I also can't fucking do my adjustment for vertical because i also never had the need to adjust too.
- Mouting at S and Crank.
- Strike kerb at Directional change.
- Forget about engine break at slope.
Yes. Above are very serious problem. All courses.

- Engine stalls at traffic junction!
- Drove pass predestrian at zibra crossing.
- wide turning.
- failure to use engine break.
- Engage wrong gear.
- dangerous lane changing.
- no checking of rear mirror.

Hello, more than half of the above i mentioned belongs to immediate fail.
This is so dead.
I don't have those problems when i am learning.
So why do they all come and haunt me now.
=(
Why why why.
I think the only thing i did perfect is E.brake.

They are all fucking worried for me now.
Not only that, i received warning from them.

"If you come back again, i will make sure you are going to laugh and talk to yourself for the 100mins. I'm not going to entertain you anymore."

Holy shit.

God, just let me calm down and pass my driving once and for all please.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

School is so long today.
I seriously don't understand why do people likes to COPY.
Hello, do it yourself.
No point copying when you don't understand a shit.
So why choose the course when you fucking don't like it at all.
Don't torture yourself.

Went out with the OG people to Burger shark after that at Bt Timah.
It's shawn's 23rd birthday.
Lalala.
Kept throwing me stares all the way.
Hello, your the one who leak yourself out. I only help to identify. haha.
Oh, and he kept pulling my bag.
Aiyo. Like little kid.
Took photos with darling. And we used the machine to print the photos out. =)
So nice.
Bus home with a half dead body...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Going to start real revision now.

Poor me.

2009-10-22T18:10:00.002+08:00

I've been telling my instructors.
"DO NOT EVER LOOK AT ME OR STARE AT ME WHEN YOU ARE IN ANOTHER CAR. IT FREAKS ME OFF."
I seriously wonder does the 6 of them listen to what i say.
It really really freaks me off to have your instructor staring at you when you are doing parking esp using another car.
It really freaks me off.
I hate it when i'm doing the damn irritating parking and i have my instructors sitting at the opposite car looking the whole process of you doing parking.
And if you don't park well, they will throw you trigger stares saying, "wao kao. park until like this. since when i teach you like that."
HAIZ.
They are making me more scare than before.
And yes, i'm seriously scare off by my own performance.
Sometimes super good. Sometimes super bad.

I have wide turning, insufficient acceleration and stalling of engine problem.
This is going to be so bad.

Thanks to my friends who told me "wao liao. no need to look at speed 1 la."
Ya... No need to look. haha.
I did their method today and Mr Ng said, "oie. you look at your speed."
And i realise i've drove over the limit. I am speeding at 90km/hr.
-_____-
I better don't use their method anymore.

Help.
I'm worried now.
Very.
I don't want to spend another $500.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Gabriel is coming home today.
Gabriel is so so so sick.
=(
His voice changed so badly.
He is so weak.
Little gabriel, get well soon.

2009-10-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

Time flies.
My TP is coming soon.
Started my 1st revision today.
OH MY.
Serious mistake here and there.

My car just don't keep to the left side. More to the right.
Wide turning.
Speed too fast.
Mout at crank.
Look at wrong pole for vertical.

OH MY GOD.
kill me please.

And my G5 is coming.
Revision is not good at all too.
I haven't hit a paper with a distinction.
This is so bad.
Kill me again too.
ARGH........

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I want get my Naraya products.
Bring me to THAILAND!

2009-10-15T02:54:00.003+08:00

I got a very sinful dinner.
Till i can't sleep. =(
HELP?!?!?!?!?!

Driving was cool today. Rain was so big once again.
I got my instructor to shelter me to and back from the heavy rain. =)
Ha, i got all the "PAPA" instructors.

Somehow i wish on my TP day, it will rain. but not so heavy like my usual lesson time please.
Rain outside on road. Not circuit please.
Lesson time are always heavy downpour. Wiper also no use. =(
Coz on raining days, all the people on the road went MIA-ing. Cars are fewer. Bikers don't really come out.
Easy to lane change here and there.
HAHA.

I pray hard that day is a peaceful day. Route are shorten please. No full course. LOL.

I am so broke from all my driving lesson. Till date i think i spend like $2500 already.
But somehow i think i made the right choice by choosing school instead of private. Though i have a few contacts plus mum's friend. Sis's instructor.
I get to use the circuit many many times. As and when as i like. I always tell my instructors, "do parking parking. slopes. this 1 that 1."
Lol. Not my instructors ask me what to do. Sometimes i tell them what i want to do to train up. Super funny. Roles are like being switched. HAHA.

Especially my damn parallel parking, sometimes perfect sometimes not. Till now i still don't even know which damn line to see so that i won't strike pole down. I just agar agar get my way in and out.
This is so not good.

I hope my revisions help me please.
Like today, car almost cannot get out. -_______-

And i use the wrong method for vertical parking. I over-turned the steering wheel at vertical. Totally shocked at that moment. But still got in perfectly. I wonder how the hell did i manage to do it.
This is super not good.
I am scared.

And seriously i really look up upon those private learners who only get to use the circuit for 2 to 3 times only and they manage to pass in 1 attempt! Pros! So how did you all manage to do it?!?

But school has a super bad point too.
The test cars are not the car that you usually drive. How i wish is those car that i drive. =(
Those test cars biting point are super high as mentioned on forums, friends and instructors.
So bad here, I am so short. My leg is so short. Imagine i got 1 high biting point car. Leg will be super tired.
Warm up time only half an hour. During that half an hour i have to like touch the new car and develop a very good feeling with it. If no feelings is being develop, holy shit. Say bye and rebook again.

So why i know so much about test cars? Remember the last post that i got issued with a 38 points by that instructor. That is a test car. Mr Tan is being warded to the hospital and that fellow took over his job under OT. No wonder the face so BLACK. =(

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I made buddy yeo buy that heels with me. LOL.
We finally ordered. =)
Hopefully it fits me perfectly. =)

Sam is making me listen to all the korean songs. OH MY GOD.
HAHAHA....

2009-10-11T01:46:00.003+08:00

I'm having rashes all over my body.
oh my god.
Itchy all over. I MEAN IT.
I need to endure another 8 hours before i get to see my regular DOCTOR!!!!!!
-________-
This is so irritating.
Told buddy yeo and she tell me, "you make me feel itchy too." (hello, not funny!)
I can't get to bed. That's explain why i am here.
Able to blog long entries.

Nevertheless, i went airport today to wait for daddy alone as promised. Sister wanted to tag along but mummy said no. Ha....
Reached at 4.30pm. And i decided to shop at T3. There's a flea market. Car boot flea.
Yes, that's very me. I love to check out things from flea market.
They always sell things that are very unique. Unlike those shops at shopping malls. They are getting too boring. Almost everyone is selling the same thing as one another.
Of coz, there's something call Bargaining too! =)
Yes, bargaining when buying things. I love it. But when i am a seller at flea, no i don't like. LOL.

So, i decided to check it out.
True indeed, they are selling very unique things.
I bought
- A handmade knitted brooch at $2 only. The seller was very nice to give me a very nice bag.
- A very cute necklace which i still cannot figure out how to make them. $9
- A handmade fabric button earrings. $8
- 2 pieces of handmade fabric button pins. $5
- A handmade swarovski brown hairclip $5
- A pair of roxy slipper. $9 (lol. NOT UNIQUE AT ALL.)
A total of $38 gone in just 1 round.

After i ended my shopping at flea, it was only 5.10pm.
Took skytrain to T2. Continue my window shopping. And "mini princess" caught my attention. Very pinky shop.
Bought some princessy things for my HP. Don't worry. $2.50 only. haha!

Check out daddy's flight, and to my horror, it has landed. =X
Went ARRIVAL to wait for daddy. Somehow i know he should be buying alochol again. Thus, i decided to call him and yes, i am right. I'm in time to ask him to get me a bottle of wine.
Because i know he is a very slow guy in choosing drinks, i decided to go up to chomel to get my hair clip which i broken the other day during driving. Vigorous. Decided to buy the cheaper one at $6. The previous precious one costs me $16 after discount. =(

Went down again and i am finally in time.
Daddy came out and we went to have our early dinner.
While eating, i asked. "so, what drink you buy for me ah?"
"na." (he show me.)
"how many percent?"
"i don't know leh. grab and go."
"huh?!?"
(he was searching for it.)
"neh, 17%"
"aiya. chey. can la."
(eyes look very big at me.)
"why? can la. i drink 40% also never fall down. can la."
"ohhh.... drink a lot ah."

Funny daddy. First he ask me to drink. Now he say i drink a lot.
-_____-

Then off to T1 to get food for my family members.
T1 was really LAG!
From level 2 to level 1, there's simply no escalator for us to get down.
The upwards escalators for luaggage was under maintance. Thus the downwards escalators was switched to upwards.
Only left 1 pathetic lift because the other lift was under maintance too!
We waited for half an hour just to get down from level 2 to level 1.
-_____________________-
Simply cannot believe.

Home sweet home.
In the cab, i was telling him, "pa pa, shit leh. TP coming la. So scare. the tester face hor, like owe them money leh."
His reply for me was super hilarious.
Cannot believe.

Ah..
oh my god.
itch like hell.
3.30am now.
5 more hours to the doctor!

Long long photo.
SMU Flea on the 3rd sept.
BIL say i pro. Create Pyramid at SMU.

Oh, my cousin suan-ed me on thursday when he came over!!!!!!!
Argh. Always.
I make sure i go JB create a mess in his house soon!

2009-10-08T01:08:00.003+08:00

God heard my prayer for a instructor who has a look and behaviour of a tester for me to have a feel.
And guess what...

Today's driving was.
Man, i fail.
-____________-
With 38 points.

He say i....
- Road hogging. (Since when? speed limit 70 i at gear 4 with 65km/h. speed limit 50 i at 45km/h what. -________- sometimes i have to slow down due to traffic conditions.)
- speed too low.
- strike pole at parallel. (argh. when when when!!!! but i admit today's parallel was bad.)
- Require additional reverse at parallel.
- delay in moving off.
- Insufficient acceleration. (I have nothing to comment on this.)
- Fail to cancel signal.

AHHHHH,
and many more.
I only know he keep ticking his book.
And his instruction for me was super late and last minute.
And he was lazy too! He never brought me to 1 of the "Killer" test route.
Oh, i said "good afternoon" to him, he never anknowledge somemore.
ARGHH....

Ahhh...
He made me so worried now.
Really worried now!

Anyway, Mr Yap give way to me today at directional change. He gave me the stupid hand signal again. Faints.

I seriously hope Mr Teo take me all the way till TP.
But please make sure he shut all his nonsense up please and back to last time teaching style method.
LOL.

Told XH my today's encounter and he laughed at me!
Don't know who was so worried about failing BTT the other day. ARGH.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Was talking to my cousin the day before on phone.
And i feel like killing people.
Because he kept mentioning, "有meh？几时？有meh?"
End up everyone in the living room was looking at me coz i was replying in a very fed up tone.
"有啦！你失意啊？"
My aunt was laughing so hard at us.
He came over today. But lucky i was not at home. =)
If not, i guess he will be laughing so hard at me about my driving.
Since young, he always bully plus laugh at me.
What a good cousin.
He is coming over tomorrow again. Oh my...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

On a happier note.
I bought 1 necklace, 1 earring and 1 hair clip for myself.
I broke my shopping ban.
But still all 3 items total up to a $17 only due to sales.
=X

Sprees-Heaven has ventured into malaysia. =)
I accept RM now!

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I'm making tako balls later! =)
Yummy!!!!

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At butter factory.
See bryan's ah beng look.
We were all waiting for him to finish his logic on the drinks.

2009-10-07T11:17:00.002+08:00

I miss poly life.
Everything seems to be too fast in uni life.
In poly, although the lecturer talk very fast and most of the time i couldn't catch up. When i study by myself, i still can fully understand the chapter.
For uni, say no please.
I can't catch up with law. Queen's law, HC, HL, etc.
I cannot remember what he taught too.
Hopefully when i get my room back, i can study better.

That's right, i have not been studying in my room and sleeping in my room.
I definitely miss them.
Counting down to 1 more day.
I will be getting my room back.

I have not been sleeping well and studying well.
Eversince i switched to my parent's room for the past 40 days, everything was bad.
- Sleeping was bad.
- Studying was bad.
- Driving was even more bad.
They were all linked. The bed for me is very uncomfortable. I miss my high and cozy bed.
I hate to study in front of my computer. I need good lighting and good chair. Plus no disturbance.
Because all of them links, i feel my driving getting worst. The days where i stay in my room, i drive well. But in my parent's room, due to lack of sleep, i cannot concentrate. End up almost every lesson, i am late even though i took afternoon lesson.

Ok, 1 more day.
I am going to do mess cleaning up session for my room later when i am back.
YAY.
i am finally geting my room back!
=)

Going to prepare for driving.
Bye.

2009-10-02T02:45:00.003+08:00

I shall get more sleep and rest from next week all the way to end of this month.
Stupid me, just why did i put everything so close to each other.
Stress myself more.

Anyway, i will be playing with my loots soon.
Blink blink blink!!!!!
=D

Weeeeee, i didn't know instructor Mr Teo was actually so nice to chat with.
=) =) =) Very shocked by the things he said during lesson. HAHAHA.
=)

Oh my god.
Law lesson later.
I totally hate law.

2009-09-29T01:47:00.002+08:00

HuiQi...

- Don't like school. 3 hours straight is such a bitch! Cannot stand it.
- Wants more clubbing.
- Cannot understand why Strings practise is on thursday.
- Wants more money! $$$$$$$

LALALA..
Lady gaga.

2009-09-28T01:05:00.002+08:00

Things are getting better.
I am happy.
But i hope it last.
Because i hate it.
Really.

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Last week, went for my auto car lesson.
Auto car lesson was stupid.
Everything was super easy for me. Not trying to show off my skills here. But compare to manual is really easy to handle.

I got a different car model.
The steering wheel was super heavy. And it has the tenency to turn back itself.
-_______________________-
Very heavy but i still managed to do all my stations plus 1 test route.

Imagine i do parallel for 4 minutes for manual.
I only spend 2 minutes for auto. -___________-
And I only spend like 1 minute doing vertical.
-_______________________-

At first before the lesson, i thought it was going to be difficult.
And i kept telling the instructor that i am so scare.
The moment i got in, and start driving, everything was so easy.
My left leg seems uneasy coz it was so relaxing.
HAHA.

Auto doesn't even need to use handbrake on slope. How steep the slopes, your car also won't roll back.

Auto pick up speed was super.
Just 1 little step. Your speed will be at 70km/h.
And you have to constantly look at your speedometer to ensure that your speed don't exceed the speed limit.

The instructor was trying to make me switch to auto.
But haha, he failed.
End of lesson, he said i did very well for auto. Coz he had never take someone who can drive auto that well. Know the correct speed to drive. How to pick up speed well. I think he trying to make me happy only.
Because i also first time touch auto car.
I was actually scare off by the acceleration pedal.

Seriously, if i got the low speed from auto to my manual. I suppose every lesson will turn out fine for me.

Still i think manual is nice.
But i suspect after i gotten my license, i will be driving auto car instead. Unless i'm in malaysia. HAHA.
Oh well.
Still don't want TP to come.

God heard my prayer for Instructor Mr Tan.
hahaha...
He said i am a very xiong and hiong driver.
HAHAHA.
How can it be.

Anyway, i wonder what's wrong with all instructors.
Kept asking me about BF issue.
-____-

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Miss talking to daddy face to face.
Though i have been talking over the phone with him everytime.
But recently, i have rejected talking to him, because he kept asking me what shoe do i want.
Really -_________-
Told him i don't want anything, just remember to buy volka when he is at DFS.
Guess what he said, "no. you go finish all the wine and alochol at the cupboard first."
Hello, that's like 2 full cupboard.
-____________-
He really wants me to die of drinking.

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School later again.
I hate school.
Anyway, strings rejected my request for cello.
=(
Super sad.
They ask me to take violin which i don't really like.
Told mummy and she ask me to take violin also coz cello is taller than me.
-_________- no logic.
Oh my.
Cannot decide should i go for double music or not.

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Anyway, brother charlton got into bike accident the other day.
HAHA. Still can joke with me on msn about stitches.
This dude. Nothing to say.

And i think XH is going to kill me real soon on the next meet up session.
=X
Sunday to me is so relaxing, but sunday to him is so so so so sian due to book in.
=D
hahahaha! 1 Year more. endure! =)

2009-09-26T00:13:00.002+08:00

Home doesn't feel like home anymore.
No more laughter.
No more happiness.
No more what it use to be.
No more.
I hate coming home.
I hate staying at home.
Trying to find myself away from home as much as i can.
But my dear friends have been asking me to stay home more to make things better.
NO.
It's not getting any better.
I don't know how to handle this situation.
This is not an easy situation. It has never happened before.
I cracked all brain cell to think of an solution. But nothing seems to be working.
It's not working.
It's like those TV drama that you see.
It's happening in my house. YES. No lying.
Happy peaceful family for 21 years is gone.
Daddy, i cannot wait until the 10th oct already.
I want you to be back home now.
I can't take it anymore.
You come home quick to settle all this shits. It's no use telling me over the phone on what i should do.
I really cannot take it anymore.
So much stress to add on.
I don't know how to handle all at one go. Family, school, driving, music, business, work.
I cannot take it.
I really want to end my life now. So that all the peaceful memory remains in my heart and they will be with me together when i leave.
I hate to put a smile in front of me when i'm not happy at all.
I hate it.
All this shits.
Why did it happen.
Why.
Why must it be you and you.
The people i respect and look upon to.
I don't care if you are reading this.
But you are making my family and my life upside down.
Shit you.
I hate you!

2009-09-20T00:44:00.003+08:00

Fashionista series 3 today.
Crowd was bad due to the rain.
-________-
But still manage to earn.
And seriously, i think my stall has more crowds than my neighbour.
There was 1 stall selling the same item as me. All masks products.
And the stall beside me was selling handmade products.
Lucky, crowd was at my stall.
Lucky! Real Lucky.
And so boring, the table is really very small!
Too small to showcase my products!!!!!
Argh.
Wileen and sze wei bought things from my stall. =) Thank you!

We packed at around 7.15pm. And Li Qi's packing skills super funny. Christopher was worst. We were talking about ZipLock bag to put my accessories back in place. He took out 2 big ziplock bag from his bag and ask us to put inside. Totally crazy.
So we 3 girls decided to pack leaving Christopher sitting down waiting.
And then, we left at 7.30pm with an hungry face. 190 was super empty. Thank god!

The 3 of us had a great talk about driving after LQ drop off.
I cannot believe Christopher just went for 17 lesson and he went for his TP straight.
-________-
Pro.
Firstly, he said i am talented to drive manual because he cannot handle slopes. Then after he heard how many lesson i had went, he was like shooting me, i am so stupid indirectly.
ROARS.
But still, i cannot believe 17 lessons only. Super cheap. That's only like $1020 (just practial alone)
So cheap as compared to mine! =(

I hope Christopher don't complain tonight to his girl about his body very suan.
That's because, i wanted to carry my stocks. He say he want to carry everything.
-________-
Then we gave up. And he carry all the way to my blk.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA....
Afterwhich, put my things and off to greenridge to accompany li ting for her dinner.

And my days just end here blogging. No life.
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Lalala...
Driving last friday.
Had this super cool talk like a bullet train instructor to take me on that day.
He is usually very strict with me. He doesn't joke. Face appear very fierce. And lastly, expectation is very high. Especially towards me. I can repeatly do the same thing for 100mins non-stop!

But friday was shocking.
Totally, relaxing. Not as stress as those time in his lesson. Usually when i see the car no., i already very stress. And when i see his name on the paper, i will feel extra stress + feel like fainting on the spot. Not exaggerating. But he is more strict than his partner. In fact, the strictiest among the 6 of them. =(
I admit. I like his lesson, coz he goes a bit faster. Yes, i like! But sometime he talk until too fast. I cannot catch any ball.

From the start till the end of lesson, he was joking with me, lame-ing with me and many many things.
4 most classic things he said on that day which make me go har...
1) You know red dull make of what? (Looking at the bottle of red dull on his hand.) Dull blood.
2) Later after driving where you going? Meet Bf ah or go home since it's raining?
3) (I was at a stop line, waiting to turn left to go park the car back when he suddenly said.) Turn right quick. Change decision. Rain again already. You stop there, I drop you off there. Like that you wouldn't catch a cold.
4) He passed me my bag when i finished stopping the car and said, "wah, why your bag same as mine? same colour also."

Har, super random!!!!!!!!!

And i was really happy when he said i improved a lot in my circuit as compared to the time he taught me previously. How can i not be on cloud nine on that day!!! That sentence come out from his mouth!!!!!! So rare! =) But guess what, i amber light for 3 times in 1 test route on that day. HAHAHAHA. Everytime i drive pass traffic already the light turn amber!!! TP better don't give me this! I will knock wall.

Enough money spent!

Next week, no luck of hitting this instructor again.
So, Give me Mr Tan! So long never had the chance of hitting this instructor.
Miss his jokes during lesson time.
Oh, i don't mind Mr Yap this time round also.
HAHAHAHA.
God, have you heard my prayer for this 2 instructor? haha!
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Hmm...
going to unpack my stocks later in the day.
BUSY HOLIDAY.

2009-09-15T01:22:00.003+08:00

I got 1 of my favourite instructor today!!!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! SUPER HAPPY!
I love to drive in this car. Both instructor in this car is my favourite favourite favourite!!! =)
Let me hit them more more more!!!

Was late for driving.
Bus is really terrible. I waited for 20 minutes but no sight of any 187.
-________-
Took a Taxi there. Think the driver feel like killing me. Coz the whole journey only costs $3.80.

Dashed to the learning car after i printed my paper.
My instructor was looking and waving at me. I wonder real hard at that moment on how did he know i was going for his lesson????
And guess what he told me when i ask him, "aiyo. You ma. familiar ah. everytime lesson we always talk a lot de ma. oh, i very long never see you already. Thought you went for your test already."
What logic sia.
Anyway, this instructor talk very cute. All the singlish come out.

Got a very big shock when he asked for my PDL. After which, he drove all the way out of school.
Thought he saw the wrong stage and thus i decided to ask him, "eh. not in circuit meh?"
HAHAHAHAHA...
He said "no. E-brake cannot learn in circuit la. area so small. you stop all bang you liao."
I was smiling from left to right.
And he saw it, and said, "aiya. change over la. see you so happy about it."
"HAHAHA. 我又重见光明了！！！！”
Change over and i started driving with shuang-ness!
I totally miss driving outside!

And so, i did e-brake at teck whye.
Think everyone around that area thought i was a reckless driver with eeeek sound over and over.
Actually during e-brake... the whole lesson was so funny. After every e-brake, we will laugh and laugh and laugh.
He actually wanted me to do e-brake at 1 point of time. But there was this old uncle walking and he didn't want him to have a sudden heart attack. Thus he cancel the idea of having e-brake.

3 point turn at teck whye too.
Initially thought it was going to be difficult coz my low speed was bad.
But after doing for 4 times, guess what my instructor say..
He said, "You everytime lied to me leh. You say your low speed not good. but you did ok leh. perfect leh. if low speed not good how you do the 3 point turn just now."
"Har. i think different car. The biting point abit different. Later we go back circuit we try all courses then you see la. cannot make it 1."
"Ok la. we try. later if all ok ah. you know ah."

Last 20 mins back to circuit. All the stress come.
hahaha...
Coz i know it myself that, i can hardly drive in a super low speed.

Anyway, I really hate slow driver who jam my way...
This guy on my right was jamming my way in circuit and i decided to overtake him and gotten a " wah.. like that cut lane ah. dangerous leh. test don't anyhow cut ah." from my instructor.
haha..

1st was S course. Ok, perfect.
then slope. perfect.
next directional change. perfect.
next vertical parking. perfect.
lastly crank course. perfect.

oh my, he was like, "you lied again."
"aye, no leh. still got 1 more. parallel parking. haha... cannot anyhow conclude."
But there wasn't any time left for me to go over to parallel parking.
Did review and lesson ended.

Stalker instructor saw me and called out to me and we had a quick chat.
Ha, funny instructor. Everytime talk until so lame.

In conclusion, main road always make me happy happy happy!

2009-09-08T00:30:00.004+08:00

How would you feel if something you have been waiting for it, suddenly vanished into the thin air?
Tell me!
Argry? Furious? Sad?
That's what i am feeling now.
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Anyway, for the next flea, i am going to be so damn alone for it.
Promises unkept.
I shall not promise anyone anything anymore.
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Parallel parking was good today.
Despite out of the 1o times i park, i strike pole for 2 times at the back.
I was too lazy to turn around. And i don't feel i can see anything also.
End up the i don't really like instructor say, "wah. not bad ah. no need to turn around. zai ah. i go pick up the pole. you see you can see me or not."

Anyway this instructor was so cute today! Not like the previous time, i was super stress to be in his lesson. Coz he kept on hurrying me to get all the way to 70km... -___-

He walked behind and showed me some hand signal.
From the signal i can see that he was telling me, "If i stand behind and you don't turn around, you will bang me and i will die and you will end up in jail."
HAHAHAA... so funny.
I'm not joking, he did all the hand signal out and for that moment i felt like an idoit. Because there was so many people doing parallel parking!!!!!!!!!
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School later.
I felt so bored by finance. Though it was one of my best subject in poly days.
Now, i can't seem to understand anything. -_________-
HELP.
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I want my malaysia trip again. Not any kind of trip like the previous time.
And of coz, nothing crops up in custom. -____-
Total scare that got me sleepless night for a day. I really thought i was really going to be locked up by the malaysia custom the other day. Because the policeman accidentally torn my name on the white card away.
And when i reached malaysia home, my uncles and aunts were all scaring me that i am dead. Can't go home anymore. Asking me to stay home (malaysia) forever.
Thank god. I got my dote on me aunt that see me back home safety from the heaven.
Lucky, the policeman didn't tear my barcode away and i did spend a pretty long time in custom the other day.

2009-09-06T00:09:00.003+08:00

Thursday woke up at 8am to prepare myself. Only had 4 hours of beauty sleep.
Prepare and Ru came over to my house with Mac breakfast. $2.50 meal. Makes me remember of old school days. $2 meal.

Settle everything and we left with FP's daddy fetching us to SMU bazaar.
Carry lots of things.
Masks and accessories.

Reached and we started setting up my stall for the day.
We spend more than an hour setting the stalls. -___-
Finally finished setting up at 12pm.
We relax and waited for people to come.
Sales was super slow at first. Coz there's simply no people walking over at that timing. Everyone was rushing for lunch.
But hey, after the first sales, the rest of the day was good. =)
Sales was good! 4 times the price of sitting in the office working like a cow for a day.
HAHAha!
Thanks those who patronise my stalls.
Specially those working adults. Totally make my day. They were so high. HAHAH!
And thanks to Cheng Hoon and Shi Hui for coming over to visit me during their breaks.

We wanted to cab home, but it was peak hour. Thus we decided to take bus.
And man, the bus came at the right time. The moment we get out of SMU, we dashed for it with my stocks on our hand. LOL.
Journey home was funny. Ru slept on Hui and Hui slept on me! LOL.

Came home and we rested for a while.
Decided to pay the doctor a visit and say bye bye to my $21. -_______-
And then we went plaza for our super late dinner. LOL.
Separate our ways at 9 plus.

That ends my fruitful thursday.

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Timbre @ Old school last night with the usual to celebrate Ru's birthday!
Nice meet up session with them. All talks and stuff.
Starting i was drinking orange juice without ice. Then i gave up, and started drinking hui's beer. She is damn funny, can't drink but still insist on drinking everytime. -_______-
Then drank another glass of shirley temple mix with beer down.
Super thirsty for the whole night.
Birthday girl drove us back at 1am. The only person who didn't drink.
She really can practice the "if you drink, don't drive."
Good.

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Anyway, driving was bad.

Make me love CIRCUIT!
Half clutch... low speed control.... slow...
Made me love it!

Damn, i really can't drive in circuit. Friday was the 2nd time i mout kurb!
1st time was turning at circuit, today was at crank course. My god. Damn pai seh.

Every instructor tell me, "wao liao. your circuit very jia lat leh. your road so super. your cicuit really cannot make it. slow slow slow.."
LOL. How am i suppose to know?
Made me love circuit. Do well in circuit.
*prays*

Made me love to do half clutch and low speed control!

TP is coming. Damn. I need that license badly.
Super badly!

But i sense i may fail.
Shit.
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Piano make up today.
Argh.
Eversince the baby come to my house.
I haven't been practising.
Because the baby is always sleeping. How to practise!
KNS.
I don't want to fail. I want my distinction.
Damn.

2009-08-31T10:49:00.006+08:00

Early in the morning...
Woke up by a phone call from Ms Chew... Audit Teacher.
LOL.
So kind of weird.
I thought what happened. LOL.
Her lesson is always full of WHY. so when during her lesson, i will always make sure that i look like i know what she's talking about. Actually no, most of the time i don't. LOL. Somehow she always catch the ball very well and used to asked me "WHY" during every single audit lesson. LOL!!!

Argh... i'm bored!!!!!!
Watching shows now. I cannot believe the china version so damn funny can!
LOL.
Anyway, their uniform very nice. But i'm very sure china uni does not need to wear them la.
OH, their stooding place is very near my daddy's work place now. LOL.

2009-08-30T01:22:00.003+08:00

Recently got hook on shows again.
The china version of boys before flower.
LOL.
The lady is very pretty.
=)
But oh well... the whole show is super funny!
HAHAHA! Real funny!
And the hua ze lei really........... (feel in the blank yourself!)

Anyway, sister gave birth to a baby boy...
Welcome to the world Gabriel!
He's so CUTE!
=)

Just came home not long after the small gathering with the gays and pretties.
Ate supper! =)
Last but not least, hope OXY get well soon. Get out of hospital soon!

Butter factory next friday!
=)
=)
=)

I'm having bazaar at smu this coming thursday!
Visit me!

2009-08-23T01:19:00.003+08:00

Went SMU flea today.
Fashionisata Series 2.

Motive of going there was to look at the location and of coz some shopping.
However, was quite disappointed.
Maybe i went at the wrong time. 6 plus. Coz i always thought the later you go, the more discount you get.
BUT no... hahaha... the later you go, the more sian it is. Early is always better! Trust me. Especially at Fashionisata Series flea. The compiled discount coupon sponsored by every stall are given out to the first 500 shopper by the organiser.
People who went there early say the crowd was super at the early time.
Aiya, already pay for the rental. So just play with it. Be it good or bad. I am going to be fine.
Felt disappointed again coz i didn't manage to get anything.
Nothing caught my eye.
But hey. Just when i felt disappointed.....
HAHAHAHA...
I finally found the korea hair clip that i have been looking for.
=D =D =D
Super happy.
Somemore is at the last stall! =) ahahaha!
Bright up my day definitely.

Bought some stuff for bazzar and flea today too. =)
I guess everything should be ok already except for banners.

Well...
Not going to be in Singapore for 2 days.
I'm rushing back to Malaysia.
To help out.
Yes, I am definitely back. Even if i am so sick right now. i will still go. Die also want go.
Nobody can stop me.
This aunt is really very good to me and my sister.
Always ask me, "Eat already?" "want eat this?" "ask xxx go buy." etc...
Now, i am worried for my uncle. They had never been separated before for the past 40 years i think. I hope he doesn't do anything silly.

Till now, i still cannot accept that she had died.
No way.
I just spoke to her.
How can she die suddenly without informing us anything.
How can How can.
She still say she will be coming over once she is well again to look for grandma and sister's newborn baby boy.
She just left the last treatment and everything will be over.
I heard from my uncle that she told him she felt weird after the 2nd last jab of treatment.
Now i seriously think the last jab that she took is wrong! Something must be wrong with the jab!
I don't believe i don't believe.
I want see her. I want see her.
I don't want to send her off.
She is not dead. She is not dead.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................................

Don't come piss me.

2009-08-21T12:15:00.000+08:00

Don't talk to me.
Totally moodless.

My dearest aunt pass away today morning suddenly.
Nobody believe.
Everyone's voice changed.

Mummy cried.
Grandma cried.
Sister cried over the phone while talking to me.
I cannot believe.
I still talk to her on the phone the other day.
She was well.

Argh.
Our dreams of gathering together will nv come true anymore.

2009-08-19T02:00:00.004+08:00

Sore Throat!!!
-____________-
Immediate effect after that 1 piece of pizza.

And sore throat at such a timing is not good.
Argh!

And i can't sleep. The pain is unbearable.
Double Argh!

I have been looking for a lot of medicine to cure it instantly.
Chinese drink. Water... blah blah blah.
Oh, i just found Eu Yan Sang sweet in the living room. Guess by morning the whole box of sweets is gone.
Sweets, cure me please!

Recently, i kept missing nicholas's call.
Funny. It's always like when i'm away from my hp, lesson or taking a nap. People tends to call me.
When i am beside my hp, people don't call me.
-__________-
But, this person here deserves it. Know me for quite a few years, should know which timing shouldn't make a call over. But still mades the same old mistakes always. LOL.

Anyway, bought some vintage stuff today after school.
I hope the things that i am creating now will be a success.
please please please.

And.
Daddy says no when i ask whether can i go LSE Summer school in London for 3 weeks.
=(
My application for oversea (Be it school trips/attachment/studies) failed for the 6th time!

But he was so cute when he asked mummy over the phone this. "Honey, when are you coming over?" (Obviously i kaypo what they are talking on the phone.)
Really mades my hair STANDS.

I send a birthday card over to Daddy by air mail. Hopefully it reach on time. If not it's so weird receiving a birthday card that is late.

Mummy just ask me did i have a boyfriend before or do i have 1 now?
Reason was my hp was ringing the whole night and i don't give a damn. And she was like, "Wait your boyfriend call you, you still don't go and answer." and she followed with the question above....
Don't know how to answer her so i just brush through a no and walk off.
Well, i really don't know how to answer her.
I thought a NO is enough to shut her up from more questions. but instead she asked even more.
-_______-
And i don't know what happen, i just said things like...
Freedom is better. You don't get calls asking you where are you, who are you with, go home early, Saying things like it's late when it's only 10pm, insist on sending you home coz he thinks it's late when it's only10pm, asking you to go sleep when it's only 1am etc.

Sorry. no way. I am not someone who thinks that 10pm is late and by 1am i have to sleep.

Ok la. i think i was quite cool at that moment coz i said everything out super fast.
Went back to my room to continue my sms with Nicholas, Chris and Darling Sam leaving my mummy dumbfolded i think. HAHA!

ER, i think Nic just puked blood in front of his computer when asking me about my driving. LOL.
I think it's quite funny of my guy friends to keep asking me about my driving status. And after hearing, they will go crazy and start to teach me some good technique. Alright, i shouldn't say them funny. In case they don't want to teach me good and easy way anymore.

Somehow i so wish....
time could go back to the 6th of june.
How i wish those suppose to be here was here.
I saw many people's 21st photo had relatives with them. They look so blessed.
Mine was pathetic.
I wish my mum side was here from start to end. Actually at the beginning of the year when nothing pops up they were supposed to be here. But because of some issues, they weren't here. Only representatives was here. Some left early due to work after giving me ANGBAO. =(
I hope my dote on me and sister very much aunt get well soon. May she win the battle of cancer. I know she will. We have faith on her.

So now i wish that the 100 plus of us gathered once again soon at her house for family gathering. It has been pending for very long.

4.30am now.
Still can't sleep.
ARGH.
I hope i don't langa later.

2009-08-16T02:03:00.002+08:00

Now i understand why everyone loves to do meet up.
See this.

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_416606.html

Another SCAM case.
Damn, because of these people. I am very very TIRED.
Everyone is requesting for a meet up.

Where's the fun of online shopping? Receiving parcel at the mailbox or from the postman.
Because of them, the fun is not there anymore.

This week was hectic.
Maths and Econs exam.
They are finally down. =)
I hope i did well.

Skipped piano AGAIN.
oh my god.
How many lesson have i missed.
Make up is going to kill me lots.

Reason for skipping was i didn't sleep the whole night at all.
I couldn't sleep.
I was wide awake all night.
-__________-
You know how much i hate econs.

Driving on friday.
Needless to say.
What i said. Came true.

I realise END OCT is a very hectic period for me again.

Anyway, 2 upcoming fleas for me.

1 of them is Fashionista Series 3.

Print this discount coupon out. I will give you great discount! =)
Actually, if i know you, the discount is actually there. So don't waste paper.
Pass the discount coupon around!
Greatly appreciate it! =)

2nd flea, i shall reveal after i meet up with the organiser.

Till then, many things to prepare!

2009-08-08T19:09:00.002+08:00

Dear econs and maths.
Let me fall for you please.
Just this few days will do.
I love you!!!!!

Ps: Brother in law pass his driving in 1 attempt yesterday when i was having my driving lesson! ARGH! ADDS ON TO MY STRESS! But still Congrats! Honda honda honda car!!! =)

2009-08-06T14:47:00.004+08:00

How many times you get to see young instructor in BBDC??
The percentage is 0.01%.
Trust me.
Even my group, kor's group, my friends' group. All the instructors are AH PEK. Around my daddy's age.
Except for one in my group who is a little younger than the rest. But still over the age of 38 years old.
Speaking of him. I cannot stand instructor that talk very fast like a bullet train.
I always got to stare at him and say, "Huh. huh. slow down leh. 你很快！！！”LOL.
But this instructor quite nice. He goes a bit faster than the lesson planned for me. Teach roundabout and slopes when the lesson for these 2 are 3 chapters behind.
Reason for that was because he wants me to know how to roughly handle them when i'm in that chapter. Thus during that chapter's lesson, i will be able to do more more more revision instead of learn and learn only.
Which i find it pretty good. And today's right turn lesson for me was PERFECT according to today's instructor.
Thanks to the "talk like a bullet train" instructor.

Ok.
But to the topic of 0.01%
Even with the percentage of 0.01%.
I manage to get 1 that is young today!
Hey, not only he is young. He is damn handsome!
HAHAHAHA!
Ok, i'm a bit mad now as mentioned by charlton who immediately got my sms straight after lesson. haha!
Don't worry guys. I didn't do anything to him. LOL.
I am still as calm as ever.
But bad things about handsome instructor is... They tend to keep looking at their own mirror to style their hair.
Wao biang.

And charlton, don't worry. Even though we always hit the same timing for lesson. I will always keep a look out for Bikers. Bikers are dangerous people.
This dude always remind me not to bang him.
I am very sure tonight i will receive sms or msn from him again asking me not to bang him coz we are going to have the same timing again. LOL.

After lesson today. He recap on what i did.
And he said he was quite impress on my learning ability. The ability to grab the mistake and correct it fast all the way till lesson ends.
LOL. I think by the next week when i come back after my exam, I will be dead. Everything forget.
It's always after a long break, back for lesson, the first warm up round on the road was pretty bad. Things like wide turning and car rolling back. LOL.
I always wonder how people go for lesson once a week.
No way for me.

So after lesson, walk off.
And the "talk like a bullet train" instructor saw me and came and talk to me.

ohhhh...
And i didn't see mr naggy instructor for some time except for those cases where he wave at me while i was outside driving or waiting. =D What a good sign. =)
I hope i don't get him for next lesson which is tomorrow after i said this.
God bless.
I cannot stand his lame jokes!

Give me mr "talk like a bullet train" instructor, mr "cool" instructor and mr "talk along well" instructor more please!

I will be very happy happy happy.
HAHAHA!

Piano tonight.
Exam pieces again. Damn.

Going to celebrate granny's birthday tomorrow!
Yuppie!
Restaurant again! My long long long wait! =)

2009-08-01T01:51:00.002+08:00

I still can't recover my beauty sleep from the trip to Butter Factory.
Old.
But it was fun.
Trying out all different kinds of drinks with them. haha.
I drank lime vodka. All time favourite.
But the guys wanted to order all different favour to mix around.
So we had, coke vodka, lime vodka, cherry vodka, orange vodka.
Can't remember what we had.
I'm still sober ok.
Speaking of vodka, my house still have a few bottles of vodka.
Any takers? haha.

Going to miss out Jun Ting's birthday bash later.
Anyway, My form teacher passed away.
I still can recall him asking me in class almost everyday, "why are you laughing?"
Life's unpredictable.

Since i can't attend celebrations or wake for this few months.
Will be meeting the ladies tml to have some bitching sessions.
I will officially starts my revision on monday i promise.

Driving is getting better again.
I hope my standard maintains.
Of coz, must be with those good instructor.
haha.

2009-07-29T11:29:00.003+08:00

Was chatting with Charlton about driving in the morning.
He was talking to me about his driving lesson, how to overcome issues like hard braking and stuff.

Seems like the guys very concern on my driving ah.
Actually not really. They were actually very concern on my speed. LOL.

Mummy was saying, "i think you drive like you are in aracade playing daytona."
Lucky daddy is not in singapore.
If not i guess every lesson i come home he will be asking me things.

Yesterday went for 2 lessons.
My heart and mind almost went crazy for 2nd lesson the moment i print out my slip.
Car 31.
Oh my god.
I can never perform well in Car 31.
Did a lot of wrong things which i never do before.
And Guan Qi's instructor purposely stop the car in front of me.
HAHA.
Instructor was also complaining that i always cannot perform well when i'm in his lesson. But when i'm in other instructor lesson, i can perform well.
This instructor is stalker!

But overall, i pass my stage 1.
Will be going for my stage 2 later.
Ya, i have lessons like almost everyday. Except for sat and sun. haha!

It looks like it's going to rain.
HAIZ.
I hate driving in raining days!

2009-07-27T02:30:00.002+08:00

Harry Potter last night.
My all time favourite.
It was nice.
But tiring.
Shouldn't watch it at night.
Resulting to late for lesson.
I realise i can't be early for econs class.
1 plus week to exam. Must pass please.
Slept for 4 hours nap and i'm still tired now.
Oh dear.
Going back to workplace tomorrow.
Town after that.
Reject piano lesson on thursday.
Can't wait for thursday night to come.
I shall club till i die. LOL.

2009-07-25T01:25:00.003+08:00

Life is unpredictable.
I cried.
I was shocked that buddy yeo came.
I'm touched by the action.
Of all the friends that knew, one came. Super touched.
And of all the friends, those who showed concern was those that i knew for less than a months time.
Even more touched.
Thanks for all your concern.
Seriously, i am PISSED OFF when people ask me out during this period of time esp they knew what happened.
And sms kept coming in to ask me things that can be asked when i'm free.
Damn.
Super pissed and angry.

Finally back to school. I felt like i've not gone back to school for a decade.
Driving today.
Today's Instructor said a lot of things.
"你在这样驾下去，我要过去隔辟拜神了！" HAHAHA. drove too fast again.
Plus a lot of chatting.
And a lot of jokes.
I will die learning braking.
Help.
Think sam and nic going to die teaching me how to brake well.
ARGH!!!

Anyway, very nice performance piece by Yiruma.
Every pianist should know who is he.

VERY NICE PIECE!
Oh, and Grade 5 exam this year!

2009-07-22T02:09:00.002+08:00

I'M TIRED.
Daddy's mum pass away on sunday when i was happily going to meet my girls and tgy for mushroom hotpot lunch after school.
It was so sudden.
But i guess it was good that she moved on.
Not that i am bad.
But, it's better that she goes since she's already suffering like hell for about 3 years to 5 years time.
She's been laying on the bed for many many years.
Daddy couldn't come back due to no flights.
Didn't get to talk to daddy until today.
Can hear the voice change.
I don't have much impression of this grandma.

Only can remember she look after me and my sister for a few days when mummy and granny went back to malaysia due to my uncle's death.
That time i was playing with ice. And she played with me.

Then next it should be i bought mac set for her as a birthday celebration. That time primary school, i only manage to save a mac upsize set.

Then lastly, it's mummy was so sick to make dumpling for the dumpling festival. Thus, it was my turn to make and i delivered all the way to her house alone and we chatted. One in teochew, one in Hokkien.

Till then, i don't have much impression of her at all.
I was not her favourite grandchild too. It was my sister and my elder guy cousin.
I always wasn't willing to go to her house also.

Anyway, i am scare of funeral. The last funeral i attended was my great-grandmother from my mother side and that was like in year 1996.
I remember that time, sister was so far away from me that i need to tag along with my 2 guy cousin who is 1 year older than me.
In case you all don't know, chinese has this praying session that needs us to Q-up in a line according to your rank and age.
Wao biang. At that time my younger cousins were still not born yet. 100 plus of us. I am rank 90 plus. If my memory didn't fail me, i am the last 2 to 4 person walking behind.
Can you imagine how scary this is.
Damn.
I am really afraid of this praying session.
Yes, later there's praying session for my grandma.
I am scared that's why i am still not asleep yet.
Though i am going to stand like in the middle of the line due to my rank. I am still scare!
very very scare instead.
After every funeral praying session, i am unable to have peaceful sleep for many many years.
I am recovering from the last one (1996). That was one of the reason that i don't sleep a lot in the night.

Enough of that.
Now, talk about driving.

Wao biang, i think every lesson i will encounter accidents.

1st lesson was alright.

2nd lesson was not alright.
Firstly, i was driving so peacefully and there's this driver on test cut my lane without informing me. Mind you, it's in the circuit and i also have the right of way since i am driving on the straight line and infront of me there's car too. It was a sudden cut that results me to have sudden brake. Almost going to bang the car. Instructor was furious that he kept scolding the person and telling me that the person will get immediate fail because he didn't give way.

Then while i am trying to make my turn for bends, this car from the opposite direction make such a big wide turn to my area. Lucky i was fast to steer the steering wheel away from her.

3rd lesson which was today.
Everything was fine in cicruit. The moment i step out of the place.
Almost kena bang into bus 180. Stupid driver. I am already in 70km. (ok. a bit too fast. I change to the wrong gear. Change to 5 instead of 3.) The driver cut my lane! Sudden cut! I was driving and the bus suddenly cut in to my lane. Instructor was so furious that he keep horning the bus driver. Lucky i was able to siam the bus fast enough if not i think both of us in hospital already. Somemore the 180 bus is double not single. We were very very close to the bus. And when i pass by the driver later, my instructor use finger posture to scold him. LOL. This ah pek instructor i got was very cute today.

Then after the bus when i reach MRT place, this Stupid uncle cross the road during red light. This part, i now i must take note of this things that will definitely happen always. But this uncle claim that he is right by crossing the road during red man. My instructor horn at him and he turn around and scold us "KNN LA!" plus finger posture. -______-

Then when returning back to the school, it was a situation that i don't know how to handle at all. I know that timing, everyone is returning back to the school. Wao liew. I need to drive up to the slope. I haven't even learn slope yet. So nevermind i drive. When it was my turn, i drive up, suddenly the car in front of me stop out of a sudden. Wao liao. i'm halfway on the slope. I forget all my theory on how to handle slope. I totally step on my brake coz i scare i roll back and instructor got a shock and ask me why. My reaction to him was, "wao liao. shit la. how to handle?" "accelerate more." Bebind me the car kept horning at me. -_________- scary.

I think i am the worst among all my friends. None of them encounter so many things during first few lesson. I had so many incidents occuring.
-_______-
Think i am like having all my real life Simulator Lesson early.

Anyway, my steering wheel turning wasn't very good.
I guess i learnt all the wrong method from my youngest uncle. Since young, i tend to look at him when he drive us.
Wao biang, i'm going to scold him when he comes to my house or i go his house the next time. Still dares to tell me it's correct.
Argh.

ok.
3.30am
tme to sleep!

2009-07-19T01:07:00.004+08:00

I got myself this agnes b star edition bag on april...

Then i finally choose this colour for this bag today...

I know i took a very long time to decide on the colour. Red and Black is definitely out. Thus, i only left with chocolate.
Will wait patiently for my bag to come. Thanks! =)

Next...
i shall get this bag soon...

LV NEVER FULL! =)

HAHA. No la. For this bag, i would need to work in the society for 5 years before i can afford.
=(
That will be 7 years later. =(

Of coz, above are all real stuff...
HAHA.

Anyway, another bazzar organiser came to me today for some bazzar contract at smu for a year.
Wao liao. A year.
-_________-
haven't test out the place the person ask me for a year.
2 days of try out will cost me $80.
-_____-
very ex lo.
=(

Anyway i started my driving lessons.
Instructors don't believe i am learning driving the very first time.
"You sure you first timer? Don't look like leh. The way you drive."
"Slow down slow down. You too fast liao."
HAHAHA!
I don't think i drive very fast.
Too slow in fact.
The instructor was so safe to let me handle the steering wheel all by myself after the 3rd bend.
And i kept driving round and round all by myself without him helping me with the steering wheel. HAHA.
But i doubt i can pass 1st time.
=(
Clutch is a killer.

2009-07-15T14:17:00.005+08:00

Apparently.
My house has nothing to eat.
-__________-
I'm eating yami yogurt now.

I woke up at 5am for 2 days straight.
Pro.

Monday.
Woke up and sent dad to airport.
He left for Xiamen.
Went to make payment for excess luggages.
6Kg - S$90
I was like.
-________________-

After dad left.
Mummy and i went to shop around t2.
and i bought accessories.
LOL.

Went bugis.
Then rush home to do my timetable.
Initially i wanted wed slot for PBF.
Sam and the rest was over there.
But the slot was FULL like after 15mins.
-________-
Damn fast.

Tuesday.
Woke up to prepare sushi for sister to bring to work.
Made a lot of sushi.
And sister took away almost half of it.
-_____-
She went to share with everyone in her office.
Oh my god.
Pai seh.
But glad everyone was saying it is nice. =)

Today finally i slept until 11am.
=)

Set up a facebook for my blogshop. Finally i figured out.
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=120580173382
Join people! haha!

Sign up for flea.
But i was being rejected.
Coz someone was earlier than me.
Oh well.
How can.
I was never being rejected in a flea market before.
This is the very first time!
=(

I shall wait patiently for my Toyko Fashion clothes.
How can singapore post be so slow.
Stuck at custom for like 4 days.
Now at speedpost don't know when it will be out.
I've called till i become a very famous person in Speedpost.
Oh well..
3 years. of coz.
haiz.

I just ordered USD600 worth of Forever21.
Pro again.

going to UOB Bank now.
Bye.

2009-07-10T00:23:00.004+08:00

Today i'm going to talk about bento.
In case you guys don't know. I'm a sucker for japanese stuff.
That is why till now, my parents don't dare to bring me to japan but only to taiwan instead.
HAHA. Lucky in taiwan, i still get to buy some japanese releated items.
So still...
Bring me to anywhere, i still can manage to find it. =)

Some prove...

HAHA!
My productions!

It looks like some food post again.
-_______-

I made bento before!
=)
Hehe, i got potential to become a cook though.
So, did i just choose the wrong course?

This bento looks so cute! Of coz is not by me. How can it be. haha..
Qi can't make the thing look so cute though.

I will be trying out soon.
Will be going out with daddy tomorrow (ok today.) to get some stuff and of coz some extra sanrio bento items at sanrio shop.
Hopefully daddy pay for me please.
Daddy, if you see this, please pay. Your daughter is too broke with all the driving lessons!
Speaking of that. I managed to book like 18 lessons finally with all my money.
MICA, when are you giving my pay???? I need $$$!

But in singapore. You hardly see people bringing bento to school or work.
It looks weird.
But it looks so cute here!
=)
Can someone make a trend to bring bento to work or school?
HAHA!

Sister just told me that i should make some bento for her to bring to work.
In that case, i would need to wake up at 5am everyday isn't it. Crazy.
I slept at 2 plus 4 plus everyday now and then you are telling me that i need to wake up at 5plus.
It kills me!
HAHA. i will try though. Try making for her to bring to work. =)

Last last Sunday.
Had a mini gathering for the few of us.
BBQ at my house downstair.
=)
It was a real nice gathering.

Next gathering by MR LION LEONG!
=)
Some korean steamboat. haha!

Went for freshmen orientation day on tuesday.
My group!

Didn't register for FOC.
Due to bridging classes.
And we bought tickets for FOB.
It was selling at $16.
But with group it was $14.
Thus i was asking them if they want go FOB together. All get so high.
End up we bought 15 tickets for FOB.
The venue will be at butter factory. HAHA!
Since i never chiong at Bf before, i shall go try out that place. =)

After FOD.
Jared drove us to clementi botak jones for dinner.
1 car. 7 people. =)
It was real fun. Squeezing in.
Sam and i share a plate of black pepper chicken as we were still full from lunch i suppose.
And back home with alvin.
Chase after 184. HAHA!

Alright, bags from pg mall are here.
I'm dead this time.
60 bags again.
wao biang!

2009-07-03T01:11:00.002+08:00

School's been well.
Except for econs. Totally clueless.
Will be reading up the notes soon.

I've finally decided on my modules.
Will be taking up HRM as 1 of the further units too.
=)
I suppose, it will be alright like NYP times.
Hope it will be alright like NYP times please!

Chatting with Physio right now on MSN.
Laughing like crazy.
Think Grandma will be scolding me "SIAO AH. KAI DIAN NIAO CHIO!"
hahaha.
Our conversation are super funny always.
Physio, please don't kill me. But the things you say is damn funny tonight!
1st, we talk about maple.
Then we talk about School course, reseverist and government.
Next we talk about gf/bf, chris and adrain. He's complaining about the other 2 that's always not free. HAHA.
Lastly, we talk about joker. LOL.
Our topics are already very funny. Let alone our chats.
Please don't let me see him in school if not i think i will laugh like "SIAO CHAR BO"

Daddy's going over to china to work for 1 year.
Oh my god.
But nevermind, he will be back once every 3 months.
So, not so bad afterall.
It's been such a long time since he fly for such a long period.
And he allow me to fly over to china to look for him.
But, i don't know where's my damn holidays! =(

Tired.
Update another time!
3.10am now!

2009-06-22T01:43:00.003+08:00

As i'm typing this entry, i'm actually multi-tasking.
No choice. Lots of things to do and people complaining that i have no updates of my life.
My life is totally very boring now.
Work, home, business, sleep.... work, home, business, sleep.

This week will be the worst week ever.
It will be.......
Work, school, home, business, sleep.
If you have known me well enough, i can't work and school together at the same time.
Except for events job.
So if you see me this week. Pardon my VERY BLACK FACE.
I mean it seriously.
Those who had seen before, will know what they should not do on this period of time.

I still have 1 stack of birthday discount haven't use yet.
This really shows that i have no time for shopping.
Have been attending birthday party for 2 saturday, including mine, 3.
Finally, it's coming to a stop, and the next will be sept onwards. All the way to Nov i guess.
Boys and Girls, correct me if i'm wrong. I'm bad at remembering dates.

Will be meeting the interns for steamboat after work today (22/6/09)
yes, it's steamboat.
Ya, i will be going there to waste my money.
But it's definitely worth it as i haven't been seeing them since we left workplace.
In school, we only managed to "HI & BYE" as everyone seem to be rushing for class.
Especially me. LOL. For the last sem in school, i was late for every single class. Some are late for almost an hour. Simply because, i had no mood to attend at all. The tutor are too boring esp entre!
I hope i can survive back to work the next day.

Ohhh...
and..

New updates of masks at http://sprees-heaven.blogspot.com/
Stocks are running low.
Some are even OOS already as of today 22/6/09.
Get them FAST!

2009-06-10T00:38:00.010+08:00

Super Edited!

5/6/09
My workplace people gave me a surprise cake when i was still rushing my work.
Polar fruit cake.
Yummy.
Nice nice!
Picture on facebook! =)

Thanks for all wishes..
Central Resource
- Boss
- DD, Katherine
- SAD, Derek
- M, Hsiang Ti
- AM, Zach
- CSO, Guan Yeong. (i want my maggie mee lunch with egg, prawn, crab meat and lots of cai xin!!!!!!!)
- CSO, Maslina

Financing Policy
- DD, Pam
- AD, Ratna
- M, Ei Ling
- M, Joyce

WS
- Eda Pan

External auditors from PWC
- Derek
- Jane

I miss out on D&D on that day due to piano!
Remember next year!
I want go. =)
I take over someone alright. haha!

Seems like i always got 2 cakes at least on my birthday! =)

6/6/09
Happy Birthday to me! =)

Early in the morning, bbdc for lesson.
Came home and prepare myself.

The door gift i've prepared!
I spend 1 month's time to search for this pins!
And i spend 1 night doing the cardboard.

My theme was starry!
And almost everyone came in this theme!
Thanks all!

The buffet. The uncle forget about my decorations.
Lucky the food was nice. If not i definitely complain!
Without the deco looks so ugly! argh.
Super plain!

My cake! Piano key design!

My cake with the 21 candles! It's in PINK and RED!

Me and my 36inch Cupcake balloon!

My family.
The balloon on my brother-in-law's hand flew away halfway when i was busy with the rest.

My poly classmates! =)

My beloved! =) I love them all.
Totally miss those days in school for lesson!

My buddy for 21 years!

With the netball girls plus 1 gay! =)

My bestest guy friend for 10 years!
Knows what i want. Not bad la.
Always lend me his paypal account for online Shopping in US ebay. =) GIVE ME!
Always entertain me with his nonsense at night. Mostly after 1am. -__-

But Note: Never go shopping with him. it kills! =X

BSU and CSC friends!

The forever 5 of us plus irene!

With pam and eug. =)

The decorations outside. Shifted to my house!

Then part of it to my room.
They are still flying as of today 10/6/09

This 2 balloon make me search like hell.

My presents!

By Pam, Jun Ting and Eugene!
Nice one with lots of stars!

By the 4 girls in my poly class. Ah Peng, Qing Xiang, Li Fen and Guan Qi.
I guess it's QX who notice what brand i take always and I guess she's the one who choose this.
Nice coach. Adds on to my coach collection! =)
Nice colour too!
Thank you!

By Li Qi, Li Ting and Shi Qi. Clover leave. Thanks!
Good luck is on my way. haha!
Thanks for the special encraving! =)

By Jolene!
Nice M.A.C

By my boss.
Nice set! Very nice. =) Totally love the necklace.

By Kelly.
Thanks for the ROSE. Finally after 3 years. I got my rose from you!
And thanks for the encraving. nice 1!

By Xu Ren!
Thanks!
Suddenly handwriting becomes so nice. LOL.
Oh, and i didn't make you lost your way.
BP main road only have 2 Cross junction! haha!

By Fang Ping! Nice sunflower. Thanks!
More sunflowers coming up?

By Ting Nan kor kor. By sister's crazy close friend.
Someone who watch me grow from Pri 1 till now.
15 YEARS!
Nice colour combination! Totally knows my colour combination well!
Good!

the 2 flowers.
But, kor kor's flower and colour combination is nicer. =X
ok la.
Both flowers are nice.
Still looks like the same as of today 10/6/09

By shermaine lao gong!
Who came and pass present only. OMG. How can you miss out darling!

By Fang Ping, Gui Shan, Lin Yu and Sheena.
Thanks FP for choosing the BB wallet. HAHA. Got blink blink. Nice!

By wileen.
Thanks for the precious moments.
I know Pak Toh is very important!
I know i know i know!

By irene!
Thanks for helping to entertain my friends with your balloon twisting!

By my family.
Angbao, key pendent and party.
Total bomb can let me finish my driving lesson.

By Soo Pei ah ma!

Totally follow my theme! nice!

By jun ru, oxy, shi hui, gen yuan, ray, boon tat, pei juan and lionel.

Thanks for the watch!
Many blink blink!
I LIKE!

By grace and lin jing.
Thanks!

By relatives.

By samantha!

Thanks!
Nice colour!
Think she feels that i need to do some make up at work. LOL.
well, she still don't know me super well yet. HAHA!
Miss her at work.

By charlton. Handwriting also suddenly become nicer!

Know me super well eh!
He gave me the music box.
I wonder how come he knows i always go to the shop and play non-stop.
Have my fun already before i go. LOL.
Thanks brother!
Always listen to my nonsense and entertain my sudden midnight calls!
=)
Even if he is asleep, he still can pick up the phone and talk to you.
The next day when you ask him what you have said, he can reply the same exact thing.
Good!
=)

I can't load anymore photos.

Thanks mei fen, janet, jeremey and ming li for the present.
Pink! Nice!

Thanks yao neng and xian hui for the ANG BAO!
=)

Thanks buddy yeo and mum for coming and the ang bao given!

Hahaha!
Me and the balloon after the next day.
Waited for the balloon to come down.

Thanks all who came!
Totally loved. =)

Those who didn't make it. Thanks for the call and sms! Oh, and facebook!
- Yong Jie
- Mun loong
- Gen Yuan
Poor army! Took them away. =(
- Kok Meng
- Evelyn
- Lyna
- Fatt
- Ruan Dong
- Benedict
- Cheng Hoon
- Yvonne
- Nicholas Li
- LinYu
Still got who eh.
HAHA.....
Thanks all!

Total amount receive for Ang Bao, can survive me for many lessons of driving!
=)
Thanks all who know i need money for driving lessons now. LOL.

Double NOTE!
No one should follow my style of party, decorations, theme and whatever is shown without permission.
Copyright of Pinkystars!

2009-06-08T01:03:00.005+08:00

To all.

Nope. I'm not going to share all contacts out.
Be it cake or balloon service.
Search it yourself. Yes, i'm mean.
But i hate it when people say, "give me the contacts leh. i also want use."
You go and die. If you want, go search yourself. And don't be a fucking copycat!
HAVE YOUR OWN STYLE!
I search and find all by myself for 3 whole months. Some even 6 months before.
I draw the design out myself.
some are even customise or limited edition.

So why should i let it out for you?
I went out on every sat to search for all my stuff alone. And twice with tomato.
Searching all this kills.
Walking from street to street. Went out in the early afternoon and back at night.
Getting all information through all ways.
Asking and enquiring. and some bargaining.
All these, i did all by MYSELF.
Tell me.
Why should i give you?
FUCK.

If i realise anyone doing the same kind as me,
FRIENDS NO MORE.
I MEAN IT.

You know how much i hate copycats!
Don't try to provoke me!

Angry mode.

2009-06-07T22:37:00.008+08:00

Alright.
As promised! The graduation photos!
25/5/2008. 10AM SLOT!
My eyes were still closing! OMG!

I wonder how my sister know where i am. Spot me!

The girls!

With SJTLP! =)

With WANG MAMA!

With Fang Ping! =)

With my "husband". LOL!

With wei rong and benedict.

That's us! BSU team! =)

2009-06-03T23:06:00.003+08:00

perfectionist?
I don't know.
But people have been complaining about me being too perfectionist.
I wonder is a good genes or bad genes.
Maybe, that was also a reason for why we parted.

TODAY WAS A BAD DAY.
Firstly, the bus miss my station the 2nd time!
I've got to walk from central back to my workplace.

Next, my workplace hard disk CRASHED ON ME!
OH MY GOD.
can you imagine how many items i saved on desktop.
God bless. But i still managed to do the rest through all the hardcopies i have on hand.

Lastly, graduation photos were not ready!
I walked all the way to suntec after work and the shop owner told me is not ready at all.
-__________-
Then what's the phone call for. =(

However, good things.
I just ordered my catering, cake and balloon service today at 1.30am. =)
No, you aren't see things. I ordered at that time before i went to sleep.
Lucky today i was handicap. Because all calls came together in the morning.
Firstly, the catering lady.
Next. the cake lady.
Then the balloon service lady.

Everything done.
But the decoration is not done yet. LOL.
I wonder how many will turn up in starry theme.
Hey people, come in starry theme. If not i will angry. HAHA!

Just ordered masks.
My Beauty Diary. =)
Can't wait to receive and play with them. =X

Photos up after all events!

2009-05-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

The reasons for not liking accounts...

- Cannot balance.
- Throw wrong items in.
- Dr Cr wrong.
- And many more come in.... Feel free to throw in all shit you guys know youself.

2009-05-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

I'm tired...
In fact is the leg. Not the body.
Walk from my building to Raffless place. Then from Raffless place walk all the way to Raffless City.
Doing masks for my leg now. LOL.
nice feeling.... =D

Met up with tomato just now.
Wanted to ask her where she was, want go home together or not.
But end up we went raffless city shopping. HAHA.

I bought balloons.
And ordered balloons. =X
Shop and perlini was having 70% off. Crazy and we bought a ring each.
Less than $5 for mine. Cool.
That CD Shop for cd. 3 for $49.90.
And i bought 1. =D
The last cd i bought was like during sec 3 i think. My last ENERGY cd with Milk in it. LOL. That's really long long time ago.

Then walk all the way to somewhere near my work place to take bus home.
-______________-
Walking day.
But i like.
=D

WY came down to pass me the tickets during lunch time today.
Thanks!!!!!
And now CY is scolding me about me forcing people to come down all the way just to pass me the tickets.
-_________-
CY, no ok! I didn't force. He want to come down himself.
And he told me some juicy class news! HAHAHA!

RD was a little mad after returning from his hometown.
HAHA.
please quarrantine yourself for 7 days at home before you want to meet me for dinner.

Yawnz.

2009-05-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

If i could have just one wish.
I would wish to wake up everyday,
To the sound of your breath on my neck,
The warmth of your lips on my cheek,
The touch of your fingers on my skin,
And the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that i could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Sweet.
From my sister's wedding cd.
I can't believe my elder uncle wrote this out.
I must go and bug him about where the hell he found this from.
I don't believe he wrote this out his own. LOL.

Anyway.
So sick about work.
Was so happy to work...
but now.
no more.
In fact, from my boss go oversea on the first day onwards, i'm not happy anymore.
Everytime when i try to do my boss's work.
Someone will ask me to do her work. Each time she will tell me it's urgent. Do her's first. But end up. It's always not.
-______________-
End up, cannot finish my boss work.
Everytime CC me her work.
haiz.
Just like the other day when i was trying to finish her work so that i can concentrate more on my boss's work. M told me, "why you do their work? Do ours."

I know i know.
Learn more things. I don't mind doing. But let me finish my part first can or not.
Everytime i had problems with her work. I will definitely run over to my colleague for help. Thanks MAS.

I really don't like doing her work anymore.
=(

- Instruction given are not clear. Eh, i'm not the first 1 to complain though. First she want it this way. I am clever, i ask her is it this way. She say ya. After that, when i finish doing it and showing her. She say she want it another way. Oh my god. Waste my time.

- She always close my excel file that i am doing away. ARGH!

- Blame on people. Hello excuse me. Do you see any file on my table that belongs to you. When she couldn't find the file, she say that it's with me to her boss. When i told her "no. it's not with me. i don't have any file that's your side." She continued saying, "ya. it's with you. i gave you. go and find." ARGH. End up, you know where's the file. On her table. She didn't even inform me. It's only when i heard it.

- Whenever she had to track back some files, i had to run to and back. Coz she only say i want "XX" find for me. 2 to 5 words clue to find the file that she wants. Then when i go to file dept to get it, they always give me the, "huh, how to find? can you ask her for more information. like that how to find?" After i run 2 times, the file dept staff look for her personally. After a while, the file no need to find anymore. Cool lo. waste my time again.

- Still got many many more......

Sad life.

It's monday tomorrow again.
Sad life starts again.
I will be so happy if End june comes now.
And say BYE.....
provided that i have to keep doing her work.
If i don't have to do her work, june don't come so fast. Coz i am so happy with my side. =)

Sister said, "after so many holiday work you have done. you have finally hit someone like this."
So mean my sister.

I think i still prefer event job or sales or call centre. No matter how mean they are, i still can over talk them on the phone. Fun.

But oh well, i took accountancy and finance....

Boss, give me more more work!

General journal is so nice.
It gave me a feeling of secondary school POA Lesson.
Reminds me of Yen Kai bugging me to read "General Journal" in chinese. And asking me to teach him how to do POA during chinese lesson. LOL.

But work was still fun with MAS and the rest around.

I miss school dayssss........

Weekends are so short!
I want long weekends.
I love schools with no exam and ICAs.
I miss CCA times!
I love doing Art.
I love piano lesson with Mr Liang.
I love theory lesson with Ms Tan. The non-stop talking session.
I miss flea markets.
I miss so many things.
ARGH.

On a happier note, i send out my first batch of invites already.
And I found my 2 super cute pink balloon today. =)

Everyone in my family be healthy forever.

2009-05-08T23:31:00.003+08:00

Hello all.
No work today. =)
But the whole morning, couldn't get to sleep.
Auto wake up at 6am! =(
Keep thinking of the accounts that had to be closed by TODAY.
Oh my god.
Total mess.

Wanted to call back and ask if the work is ok.
But afriad.
Haiz.
Shall ask on monday.

Alright, went back to school to collect graduation gown.
I thought it will be something different from sister's.
But the blue gown is the exact same thing!
Exactly the same as my sister's.
So i go joke with the uncle say, "can i just buy the flap. haha."
Of coz, the answer is no.

NYP renovated the toilets.
So nice now. Like some shopping mall toilets.
So why did we not have the privilage to enjoy it?
School fees are ex!

They also have A nice coffee cafe.
I really want to comment on this.
At year 2007, in BSU attachment.
I did a project on opening a cafe in NYP with the other 3 of them.
Guess what my teacher say, "no good. not feasible."
WAO LIEW EH.
The school open now!

And just last sem, i did crm project on 7-11 with the another 3 of them.
I did recommendation part.
I said, "It will be good for 7-11 to have a sit down place for consumers who bought their ready microwave food. So that they will not be crowding around the place. Finding hard to find a seat. In this case, they will be able to enjoy their food well too."
Teacher say, "not feasible."
Wao liew eh. Now seng kang 7-11 got this concept.

So tell me.
My idea really so not feasible?
-_______________-
Angry.

Had lunch in school.
Yong tou foo!
Nice.

Walk in bazzar.
Then off to causeway point for a walk before heading home.
Shocked to see Serene Cheng at the pushcart.
I was wanting to ask the price of the very nice HP case.
So i went. "Excuse me...may" THEN I BURST OUT LAUGHING. (Peng got a big SHOCK and thought i was CRAZY!)
Coz she turned over and i felt damn stupid asking.
Then both of us laughed out.
Bought the HP case from her anyway.

Home after a while.
Practise piano.
Finally.
Practise on "secret" Doing good on first part.
But still long way to go.
-_____-

Suppose to have a overnight mahjong tonight.
But cancelled. Due to many reasons.

Thinking of what masks to order now.
Can't decide and sister is not helping at all. =(

Thinking of guest list.
Not doing good at all.
-__________-

Thinking of when to go down to BBDC.
Haiz.
My driving lesson haven't start yet.

Tired everyday.

2009-05-03T00:17:00.004+08:00

I have found almost everything i wanted for my birthday.
Yes! The cake.
Wahaha. No joke!
I know many of you are already very irritated by me on how sad i am coz i was not able to find one. And how many customise cake shop rejected my order coz is a very challenging project to them.
Yes eugene, i know you are one of them that keep receiving my sms. LOL.

But hey!
I FOUND it loh.
HAHAHA.
Today!
Yes!!!!!!!!!!!
Like 5 mins ago.

Just my ideal design!
=)
=)
=)

Going to show my mummy later.
=)
=)
And research more on people's comments!
=)
=)

Problems with guests list.
Damn.
I got like 3 digit instead of 2 digit people on my list.
How can.
I think my mummy will faint when she heard it.
She had already doubled her number of people for me as compared to my sister.
Coz she know i am more out-going than her.
But still, the outcome is way more than what she had given me.
=(
BAD.

However, i'm afriad.
SWINE FLU!
please please please.
I beg you.
Stay away from singapore.
In fact the whole world.
It's such a scary flu.

People, please be extra carful!
And practice personal hygenic!

2009-04-25T16:07:00.007+08:00

It's weekend weekend!
=)

Work was as tiring as before.
4 more days to finish all payment listings.
HELP~

Didn't go work on tuesday.
Went to settle school stuff.
And finally decided to read some FTT notes.

Went for the test at 8pm.
Finished at 8.13pm
The guy beside me really stress me out.
He finish everything at 8.10pm.
So i decided to click finished at 8.13pm....

TADA!
The screen show...
PASSED!

=)
Will be going for driving lesson soon.

Met up with the girls on wednesday night.
Dinner.
And we get to have student meal without having to show our student pass!
Therefore, we really looked like student! =)
And i bought 4 $0.90 studs. Cheap can!

I skipped theory on thursday.
So sick of it.
Actually not really. It's just that i couldn't figure the music out.

Piano last night.
It was bad.
I injured my right hand.
I remembered my doctor told me not to constantly keep using the mouse and sms-ing with right hand before.
But it turned good today. Thanks to the medication i have. =)
But my lower body turn bad today.
I sprain my waist. LOL.

Went out again at 9.30pm to meet the rest to surprise TGY.
It was TGY's 21st birthday yesterday.
I hoped it was a good surprised.
Oxy really throw in effort.

Had fun chatting with the rest.
Stupid Nicholas L.X.W. Working at PWC now. that's like so super cool.
To be able to work in a big 4 is like all accountancy student's dream.

And he suddenly changed the question to,
"So, next 1 is you right? any celebration coming up?"
AHAHA...
I think he made the wrong choice by asking that question.
My reply was...
"So... you will give me what i want right?"
"Must see what you want ma."
"Ipod touch please."
LOL.
Think he really regret last night.
=P

Recently, a lot of weird questions were being posted to me.
So, does my face really show that i have a bf and is so happily in love?
Not sure why, so many of them have been asking me the same question plus friends' parents tooo.
"Do you have a bf? Have right?"
OH MY GOD.

No, i don't have.
Really mean it.
No joking ok.

Whenever i say no. People always don't believe what i say.
Haiz.
People. I got no bf ok.
Really.
1 past is enough to kill.

I'm happy because, i have many great friends by my side.
When i'm down, they are always there for me.
When i fall, they will always try and pick me up.
When i'm happy, they are happy.
How can i not be happy?

=)

I so love my current life.

2009-04-17T13:18:00.004+08:00

Lunch time now!
Everyone has just went out.
I'm staying in again for the third time this week.
Reason, totally many things to do plus since dinner is already outside food (left me and my grandma for dinner. pathetic!) , lunch should be something healthier.

Daddy went off to penang on tuesday morning.
No. I didn't get to talk to him.
Weird right.
By the time i wake up, he was like GONE.
=X

I can hardly touch my payment listing this week.
Except for some OT time or Lunch time.
=(

Oh my god! save me.
firstly, the website is working like shit.
There's a day, where all of us can't download anything at all.
We downloaded at 10am.
And we only get it like 5pm.
When we download at 5pm.
Good bye, please come back tomorrow and get them.

Next, once i finish something, another thing came along right behind.
=(

I hope when my boss come back, she doesn't faint or anything.
god, bless me hard please.

Edited/add on from here onwards.
The bags stocks came yesterday.
Tired.
one man show.
-_________-

Suppose to run today.
BUT.
I'm too tired to wake up. =X
So i shall be good and go have a run at 6pm later.
Please don't rain.

Receive NYP's letter long ago, decided to do everything last night.
Done my ordering for Graduation robe. Afraid the size like too small for me. Decided to try my sister's NTU's then i ordered. =X
Reply for attendance.
Then call in to request 1 more extra ticket. Hopefully i get it. sister wants to go. =D
The session is super early!
=(
I hope all my classmates come on that day.
And we will take class photo.
Ming Li, please remind everyone. haha!

Since i bought the robe, i told my mummy that...
"Mummy, we can go take family photo already. haha."
Coz previously my sister wanted to take, but i don't have the robe to wear. And that time poly still no robe yet. Thus i told them, "nononononononoooooooooooooooooo..."
HAHAHA!

And and and.
I received my SIM letter already.
=D
Thank god!
Coz i heard rejections for this year again. Oh my god.

Alright.
Got to start on my FTT revision now.
I haven't had the chance to read anything yet.
God Bless me!

2009-04-13T00:42:00.001+08:00

Work was alright.
After 2 weeks of doing payment listing, i think i got the hang of it.
From monday onwards, i think i did more than 200 to 300 listing in a day including other stuff.
I find myself getting more and more pro.
Clicking the mouse, scrolling the page super fast.
But everyday i come home with a very grumpy face.
Coz my right hand is terrible 'suan'. Very numb too.
HAHA!

My boss is going to JAPAN on monday.
Wah!
How i wish she could like pack me into her luaggage. =X
I want go Japan. But i'm too poor to go.
Ok, shouldn't use the word poor. Some people will come and kill me.
But still, i'm very poor. Okok. Financially unstable should be a better word.

hehe!
I wanted to ask my boss very long ago, but it seems like she had lunch appointment almost everyday suddenly.
Actually, not very surprise since IPP was like that too.
Finally i took up my courage and ask her, "erm... you going Japan right. erm, can help me buy something?"

HAHAHAHA!
I KNOW I KNOW.
This is so like me. LOL.
I am a very daring person anyway.
Someone told me. "i miss the way you talk to teacher. classic."
LOL.

Back to topic.
I asked my boss to help me get AGNES B bag.
=X
HAHAHAHA!
Vovage limited edition. HEHE!
Hopefully, she go to the store and help me to get them.

Anyway, for this break.
Met up with many people. But still not enough.

I meet up with the girls.
That was really LOVES.
Dinner. Drive for supper. Mahjong.
Long chat with SH on the phone at 1am to 3am. LOL.
Oh, but we did no shopping together.
18TH APRIL faster come.
=)

Met up with Dearest AH PENG.
Also LOVES. hehe.
Lunch and small walks.
And lots of chats.
Miss her talks! Seriously!

Jolene house to enjoy myself.
Oh ya. with the DIY blink blink cardcase too!

Kelly 21ST birthday celebration.
Had fun with people like FP, Sheena, Benedict, Aaron, Jian Wei, kaydence, juleen, Valerie (MY CRAZY WOMAN!).
All marketing people.
haha.

Yesterday, met my classmates for some shopping.
Wileen, Janet, Jeremy and Ernie.
I bought 3 pairs of shoe at one shot.
2 heels 1 flats.
And a top from Zara.

Hahaha.
Wileen follow whatever things i buy except for heels where she totally cannot make it at all.
Damn funny.
She spent like more than $200 but she keep telling us she's not those that like to spend money.
-___________-

Left earlier to meet my friend for dinner.
Wileen was like, "i don't believe."
AHAHA.
so i told her, "don't believe you can follow me to meet my friend."
Crazy right she. Haiz.
Hopeless woman la she. =X

I told her i got the whole night to myself but i didn't tell her i am going to be with them until very late.

And today.
We had steamboat at home.
-____-
My mum was crazy over steamboat.
So all 6 of us sat down and had steamboat.
All talking nonsense.

My mummy suddenly ask me how i want to celebrate my 21st.
And the budget was incredible!
I couldn't believe it at all.

Anyway, my penang trip is cancelled.
Daddy took the earlier Flight back!
I don't like early flight back home.
Thus, mummy ask for vietnam. A place that they wants to go so badly.
Speaking of vietnam, total saddness for me.
Imagine, 10 weeks of vietnam for IPP. so sad. But mummy and daddy says "NO". and i'm already halfway through. Just left sending of e-mail to SBM Directors. =(

But anyway sister can't go.
-_______-
I want go with my sister too.
Sharing hotel room with her is super nice.
HUgging to sleep is even nicer.

Boo...

OH MY GOD.
FTT soon.
And i can't seem to remember anything.
I so regret not taking auto instead.
But!
Malaysia cars are all in manual mode!
My youngest uncle say, "You pass driving, i let you drive my car in malaysia."
Tempting!
Argh......
good luck to me.

2009-04-01T23:52:00.003+08:00

Super messy post. Will rewrite again when i have the time.

I don't like working life. (Who likes? Of coz nobody. No one loves to stuck in 1 office 8-5.30 everyday. But that's life.)

Super tired. Totally throw all my POA knowledge away.

My A Grade is like no use now.

I forget what is Accural. -_- But i still remember clearly on what is prepayment.

I can't believe i could asnwer ms ong's question on accural correctly during year 1.

I want school to be here fast. SIM accept me PLEASE.

Send me the letter fast! I can't wait anymore.

Waiting is a very terrible feeling. Be it result, school, people or work.

I miss my life as a student.

Going to school late is like no big deal.

Own time own target.

Missing boring lectures are like weekly stuff to us, in fact the whole acc. group.

I miss after school shopping trips.

I miss bitching/gossiping with QX.

I miss my afternoon nap. 5.30pm now is my most happiest moment.

Payday is here soon. =)

I love you payday!

20 more days to FTT. hopefully i pass. i want to drive the car legally fast!

My youngest uncle is terrible. He say if i don't pass TP this year i should go die coz he start driving at the age of 18 years old. And he feels that i am too old already.

What to do. No money to start earlier. =X

Can't believe we 3 used to play so much together. And he is only 28 this year.

Used to call him kor kor instead of uncle. NOW WORST... he wants me to call him shuai ge.

-________-

Memory is falling on me. In fact, us.

We were saying that we should take 1 photo of the 3 of us together during sister's wedding.

But both of us only realised in the car after we left the hotel and we were already driving towards PIE.

He speed at 120 to 130 which make me freak out sometimes.

-_______-

I can't believe sister throw me her flower during her wedding.

Like OH MY GOD CAN. Everyone outside is like screaming/cheering.

Is not like i am going to get married soon. -____-

Youngest uncle LAUGHED at me when i bought the flowers home unwillingly.

Penang trip soon hopefully.

I very long never tag along when daddy goes work.

HA.

But the SIA ticket costs $338 for a 1 hr flight to penang.

-________________-

Why doesn't he go places like china/taiwan/korea/istanbul.

2009-03-12T23:41:00.004+08:00

Results are coming out on the 17th.
Super scare.
Like oh my god.
Pass all please!!!!!!!
Badly need to pass.
Pass pass PASSSSSSSSSSSSSS....
I WANT PASSSSS...

Ok mad. But i really want to pass.

Ok.
So.
I started working.
And everything seems to come back to me quite fast today.
Not yesterday though.
Coz when boss say, "inside the GL."
I was like, "huh. GL? Where?"
Everyone is like staring at me and laugh. -___-

Lunch was funny.
Firstly, they talk about high and low cholestrol.
Then after that, AM realised like out of topic for me.
Then M decided to change topic and asked me "what do youngster do nowadays?"
LOL.
Good question.
I didn't answer anything.
Boss was like, "i know i know. Blog la. Facebook la. spree. oh ya. you all know what is spree?"
Damn funny.
It was even worst when they talk about blog issue.

It's only when sister told me it's year end closing now.
Then i realise is march already.
No wonder so busy.
Ahh.....

Initially, wanted to apply for sim.
But. Decided to wait till after getting the result.
super scary can.
Starting to have difficulties sleeping.
Since i didn't go and apply as stated.
Of coz i definitely had some scoldings from many people.
All nagging at me saying i got no confidence.
Haiz.
Of coz no confidence with those type of papers.

Pass please.

Argh.
Stomach cramp.
Damn.
It always come during the first week of work.
WTH.

2009-03-07T02:04:00.003+08:00

after today.
i can shut y.s.h mama for a while.
haha.
Seriously, she had been nagging at me for a very long period.

and.
i will be starting work on the 11th.

OH MY GOD.
NO MINUTES DRAFTING PLEASE.
NO DRAFT E-MAIL.
TI GONG BO BI PLEASE.
AH MEN.

2009-03-05T02:35:00.002+08:00

Seriously bored.

Stolen by sister.

The photo doesn't show the beauty in it.

HAHA.

I'm neither adrian, RD nor my uncle.

Pardon that photo.

Comments welcome.

2009-03-01T02:10:00.003+08:00

Oh my god.
I should be sleeping now.
BUT, can't seem to sleep at all.
-______-

I will be leaving for malaysia later.
Like super early.
Crzay mum... she want go in at 6am.
OH MY GOD.

Hopefully, able to get at least 1 pair of converse shoe back. LOL.
The black sneaker is like dying soon.

Oh well.
I did a quiz.

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

HAHAHA!
I think quite true. HAHA!

2009-02-28T01:24:00.002+08:00

I PASS MY BTT.
=)

2009-02-26T03:04:00.003+08:00

Dear all.
Exams are over!
Yeah, just in a blink.
And it's over.
NO MORE SCHOOL for me now. =)
And i'm jobless. haha.

Well.
The papers are.
OH MY GOD! I'M DYING.
I'm really talking on a very serious mode.
No joke.
It was like. The toughest exam i ever had in NYP.
All pass please.
Please. “Pray hard”

Couldn't sleep at all.
Guess my timing all mess up already.
I am only able to sleep at 6am everyday.
-____________-

So... we went to Far East for NANA THAI due to me. =X
But the rest was fine with it. So yeah.
But end up. I didn't eat much i guess. And i'm still full until now.
OH MY GOD.
After Exam over stress.
It's always like this. I'm super full now.
=(
And i seriously feel like puking again.

Was stuck at beads shop for super long till mummy almost went mad with me.
HAHA.
But, almost all the stuff I wanted was not available.
HMM. =(
Sad case.
Will be going other places soon. =)

Then to bugis for a shop.
Suppose to get dress.
But, I think it will be kind of waste money as I’m only wearing once.

My plans for now.
1) Register SIM soon before the closing date. Hopefully. (Buddy yeo!!! hoho.)
2) Practice piano like hell now. Ha. Serve me right. I have not been practicing at all.
3) Practice Theory again. Ms tan.M.G is going to kill me SOON. Very soon. Thank goodness. G5 exam wasn't in march.
4) Look for part-time jobs. (eh boss. Faster reply me! I want $$$. =X)
5) And oh my god. Driving. Pass please. HAHA! =X
6) More handmade accessories with daddy!
7) More sprees. =X haha. ya. i need some shopping.

Woah.
E-mail flooded.
Thanks to my sister.
She didn't help me with all the replying. OH MY GOD.
I'M GOING MAD NOW.
Just by replying mails and packing orders to be mailed.

Anyway.....
The internet connection at my house sucks.
Hey STARHUB. WE CAN AFFORD TO PAY YOUR PEANUTS BILLS OK.
KNS. ALMOST EVERY NIGHT SURE GOT PROBLEMS WITH YOUR CONNECTION.
ARGH.